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6.26.2006

for mr j.
stop spyin my blog.. haha.. muz tag after u read la.. =)
well.. stop goin to sentosa to c chio babes la.. n u is yd frenz.. cool..
for all the things.. i am touched.. but i am controllin myself.. i dun wish to get hurt again..

for mr n.
2 weeks time goin tw le.. i will miss u de.. haha.. c u in my sch soon.. take care.. =)

for mr k.
how come suddenly mention me in ya blog.. got shocked.. haha..
n wat happens next only eil n peiling knows.. coz i oso forget myself.. lol.. is it durin sec1 or 2..
hm.. n i knew him when i was p6.. wao..

exams are over..
went watch movie wid jes 2dae after e chem paper.. not really nice show.. de campus ghost stories.. jap horror..
tml goin out wid eil, liz n jas.. hope it will turn out fun..

i can feel tt i hv changed.. n alot.. i ani't nice anymore.. i am shocked.. is like u can say split personality ba.. i m scared of myself..
wat i wanted to say.. i didnt/cant express myself.. somethings i 1 2 mention.. somethings i 1 2 comments.. some heartfelt gratitude i wanted expressed out.. kai bu liao kou..
had been rather down.. stressed up wid life..

plz dun shun me if u think i rude, coz i dun really meant it.. its like kai bu liao kou


its been long time we had dinnner on fri..
loves @* 4:50 PM

6.25.2006

hm.. overall concert.. not bad..

he cried near ending.. when singing zhi dui ni shuo..
den got play flute, piano, lu dian, beat box..
sang ai xiao de yan jing by vivian, dang ni by cyndi.. hei se you mo by jay chou, wei yi by lee hom, n heal the world by michael jackson..
sang bei feng chui guo de xia tian wid jin sha, i do wid ah du..
starting song was mu nai yi followed by bian hao 89757..
endin song was cao cao, zhi dui ni shuo n jian nan..
didn't sing much song from e 1st album..

bought his xie zhen book.. n e package.. got his leather wristband, pencil+pen case, folder+bookmark n a card holder with lanyard..

but i think e zhou bian shang ping not much, startin not high, n e encore part e ppl oso not unite de.. haha..

mid yr startin tml.. had enough fun.. time to get serious..

jul 12.. mr n coming to my sch.. think is assembly performance ba.. haha..
loves @* 12:43 PM

6.24.2006

your IQ score is 103
The way you think about things makes you an Intuitive Interpreter. This means you are a highly conceptual thinker. Rather than focusing on facts and figures, you look at the big picture. You are less inclined to need to walk through something step by step to understand the logic behind it. This also lets you make connections between something you learned three weeks ago and something you are learning today. While other people need those types of connections pointed out for them, you just naturally make them.

http://web.tickle.com/tests/superiq/

got from email by eugene.. do this b4 i went for jj concert.. almost gave up.. 56q.. omg..
loves @* 3:31 PM

6.17.2006


went to town wid boon yan 2dae.. haha.. bought e orange nike bag.. n got my n80.. wahaha.. so happy 2dae sia.. n ate alot.. mood good.. appetite good.. n bought my daddy his coffee powder.. not cheapo type.. is jap duno wad special blend.. hehe.. i love fathers' day.. coz every 2 yr i gettin new hp.. lol.. over spend this month.. but i wont hv big request le ba..
loves @* 11:15 PM

6.15.2006



went out wid peiling 2dae.. for almost half a yr nv go out wid her le.. hm.. e initial motive is to study maths at mac.. but after a slight while, we went to cck sing k..
4th time in e month go sing k le.. haha.. had so much fun wid her! den we bought e pig hp accessory.. her's is white, mine is pink.. anyway.. tml is her birthday.. so i SHOUT a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear peiling.. =)

hm.. jas n gen say e white nike bag with orange word nicer while wei ming say black bag wid red word nicer..but i haven go town c..

loves @* 8:40 PM


my life is all abt watchin movies, singin k, sleep n study.. notice tt study is my last priority.. haha.. who likes study?

garfield 2. another movie wid a happily ever after ending. hm.. holy cow was mentioned in e movie.. well.. yu le bai fen bai, xiao s oso got mentioned abt holy cow, den xiao zhu went holy people.. den when there is kissing parts, e kids will go eek~

many ppl commented to me tt silent hill is not nice.. so i did not waste my money.. just my luck, recycle, scary movie 4 (jj say not nice), pirates of carribean is next!

should i get a nike bag or buy e same espirit bag as peiling?

n my hp bill was 185.. omg, my sms went over 2100 plus.. perhaps no new hp for me le.. den how? my plan endin in a few days time! prepaid ar.. omg.. n80 is damn costly lo.. aiyo.. jia lat le.. 3g, necessary for me? n i got to carry de phone for e next 2 yrs..

i goin to miss another family dinner le.. my cousin goin to kill me le.. belated papa's day celebration.. n fall on jj concert.. of coz i not goin to miss jj concert.. wahaha..

mid yr is comin.. mug hard!
loves @* 9:56 AM

6.12.2006

i am in the wrong enivronment.. n this is a not long yet no short period of time.. i wonder the dinner goin to take place every fri ma..

some may realise how lost i am.. it may seems i am copin well.. but actually i am not.. i not blind, i not deaf.. i can sense things happening ard me..

perhaps u wont notice me. perhaps u dont really understand how i feel. perhaps u are tired too.

i miss u all.. for u made my life so wonderful in those days.. where laughter n joy still exist. its too late for a change.

the bond is superficial.
insentitive..
i am no longer e gal i used to be.
am i still able to control myself?

thanks to those who still bother to care.. thanks alot my dear frenz.. thanks for makin me so comfortable in those outings..
loves @* 9:11 PM

6.08.2006

hm.. tml early bird package wid steven, cw n jes.. haha.. long time nv go bonkers le..
this week watch 2 movie, sing k twice.. wa.. goin broke le la.. how to go gss? haha..

u: so many short form, dunno wat u tokin abt.
me: if ya know me, den u will know wat i am tokin abt..

i juz love my sec sch frenz.. regardless they know me very well or not.. juz feel very comfortable wid them..
hm.. i not sayin tt i dun like 23a. they understand ba..

2dae finally took o lvl cert le.. den i was crappin wid jes.. den went to see hps.. 20 jun gettin new phone.. but tue sia.. duno parents free to help me sign plan oso.. but e hps we c not out oso.. den lg got 1 flip phone.. very nice.. but gettin nokia phone..

still haven get a bag. money doesnt seem to be enough.. lol..

think b4 u tok
n if u like some1, juz admit it la.
loves @* 9:33 PM

6.07.2006

u: are u a les?
me: haha.. i am straight..
u: how come u dun like guys?
me: haven found e 1 now..

u: y u seldom wear skirt?
due to some incidents in sec3 i seldom wear skirt le.. n i hv carrot or elephant legs ma..

tokin abt guys:
i missed mr. k.. hope tt he will be xin fu..
mr. k: 'famous'. my god bro. a cute guy.. haha..

mr. j (only eil n rs know wat happen ba)
my re: it is impossible for us to become a pair
u live in a 4 storey bungalow wid a swimming pool. house under cctv. drive a 4 seater bmw. ya parents go after men dang hu dui. i know its not abt marriage.. u are too rich le..
a playboy. like to go sentosa. hard to contact. dun like to be stucked in sg coz sg too small n boring. everytime flies ard.
ya re: we can be very close n gd frenz. =)

eil always say i know many guys. but none of them i like(as in 1 2 go for bgr).
loves @* 12:14 AM

losin control..
6.06.2006

guess i will lose control of myself again..

last week sch was fine.. well.. i muz state 1st.. its not abt 23a..

well.. i really appreciate wad diana has done.. even she was tired.. she made herself presence during e ecp outing. hm.. wad rs said knocked some sense to me.. i m alright after e fri dinner.. cw n steven made my day.. haha..

things i knew from blogs: eil almost wanted to quit 38, jas cried in sch durin tt 'period'.. sheryl got stead le.. jas quarrel wid zp.. perhaps tt's no need to inform me ba.. perhaps i too sensitive le..

i cant force ppl to inform me abt everything tt is goin on..
i would learn to be indifferent.
loves @* 10:32 PM


is movie mania again.. watch over e hedge wid 0623A. da vinci n xmen3 wid cw n steven. omen wid lk.. jas n steven is goin to kill me.. oops..

hm.. comin up: garfield n silent hill on 15 jun.. pirates of carribean(duno correct spellin) n scary movie 4 (but pjj say not nice)..

fri went dinner n c ppl play arcade.. cw dun1 watch benchwarmers.. den e golden hours at party world too ex le.. so we decide to sing early package on sat morning: cw, steven, hui ying n meng hui; n c ppl play arcade again..

evenings: sat went watch malay performance.. gentarasa 2006.. sun went watch hwa chong co concert..

2dae went to sing early package again.. sing almost every song of ljj.. gettin excited for his concert le.. lol..

this thur goin back to chr collect cert.. watchin almost love wid jes..

mr. k personal blog is back.. sad he nv inform me sia.. long time bo contact le wor.. busy wid his mr. c.. haha..

24 Just JJ concert.. lookin fwd.. esp de solo part mr n. wid jj lol..

hm.. haven study for summer test yet.. omg..
loves @* 10:10 PM



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