went crazily shoppin..
mon bought a shirt..
tue bought a pair of tees..
wed bought a bag, 2 belts, 1 necklace, 2 shirt..


tue hui li nv bring hp..
wed i nv bring..
wah sian.. supposed to meet some1 for movie..
nvm.. fri goin watch heros..

fri: mornin dressed up..
hv diahorrea n vomit..
so didnt went work..

goin to church do projection slides..
den goin amk hub for movies..
my mum say i grow fat le.. faints..

n california is earnin big bucks ok..
everyday hv ppl sign up for membership n personal training..
but sooner or later goin to job hop to another admin which pays 7..
waiting for them to set up e seat for me.. haha..

tok to keiz recently..
he is doin insurance..
another commision based job..
haha.. future if i 1 2 join..
he can help me out.. lol..

saw mr ng..
he still working at inland revenue..
he told me tt he saw bentink..

if i managed to get e job at yck..
payin 7 per hr..
i will hop there wid jeslyn.. haha..

i 1 2 watch enchanted la..
muz ask kyser n swu wah to go this sat.. lol..
missed e bbq over at yassy hse..
agnetta n yvonne called me..

happy birthday junoir..
this yr stuck in field camp..
so poor thing..

offin to hk soon.. finally..
dec 29 to .. 02 01 08 i guess..
free n easy.. eat n shop! lol..

goin to work at california fitness..
novena branch de.. as admin..
mon-fri 9-6, pay is 6.50 per hr..
n e dresscode is formal..
only fri can wear casual..

after tt goin to work at tpy..
7-10.. 8 per hr..
mon- thur..
tt means movies, shopping got to push till fri,sat n sun..

went to watch the kingdom..

at ps.. 1st row..
supposed to watch enchanted..

no seats le lo..
den we sit on e floor..
like our hse like tt.. keep takin photos..

e movie is abt terrorist..
de mastermind is betrayed by a lolipop..
when e female fbi gave e small girl a lolipop..
de small girl handed her de marble..

had headache during de movie..
n was shivering like wat..
after much pills..
my voice is back on fri..
but then cough n nose block is coming..

jay's existence in my life..
was to support me through my jc life..
in order to make sure i can sit for my As..
so now.. after i finished my As..
he said.. my role has ended..

silong's existence in my life..
was to change my character..
after i hv change..
he said.. i dun1 2 care le..

realised they r e ones standing behind me..
n not beside me..

when u reached out your hand to me.
is it becoz u 1 2 let go when i m able to stand firmly?

how many more ppl..
r goin to come n leave..

once n again..
trying to use e waves to wash away de footprints tt has left on e sand..

be working for anthony again..
wid jeslin n min yi..
sian tt jia yang dun1 2 work le..
lookin for another full time job..

20 nov
after e phy paper..
went to dye n perm my hair..
orange brown.. sat there for 4 hrs..
i since 6am nv eat till 5.30pm.. ha.

evening met he shun for dinner at tpy..
daniel goin ns soon.. police camp de..

21 nov..
my sore throat was bad enf..
after e concert.. i lost my voice..


if it's not all of it..
then it's zero..
a person only has one heart..
and can only love one person..
i only wish that..
i am not by myself in this world..

1 more paper left..
soon its goin to end..
all e pain n agony..
2 more days in innova..
(i pray hard tt it wld b so)
phy mcq n a result.. ha..

kah lai they all wanted to play bball..
but went off to meet jeslin at adm..
b4 goin orchard for job interview..

mon goin work my previous job 1st..
shh.. cant tell mama yet..
coz i tue still hv 1 paper..

met up wid 4 other jeslin's frenz..
den this SA grad, 20 yr old guy.. completed ns..
call kenneth.. came to interview us..
he scored A D D..
applyin for Uni nxt yr too..

silong say..
kenneth has met all my criteria..
yet i still believe in enduring fate..

after tt went off to kino..
bought this book..


thanks khairyn for e brownie..

b4 u/i know it..
u/i will b gone..

王力宏 kiss goodbye
每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀

i was woken up by mama at 12am to eat lunch..
den my aunt came over..
wanted to slp somemore..
but they keep talkin ar..
read some econs..
after tt went to lot 1 for dinner..
bought e brown blouse..
i m startin to get some formal clothes le..

spent e whole night watchin 11 epi of liar game.. (link provided)
a jap drama..
zhi heng intro me this..

though in e midst of exams..
while ppl r tryin fight for their As..
i chose to spent my night to watch this..

in the drama..
there is 3 rounds of game..
n people have to use their wits to lie to others to earn e prize money..
if not they will end up in debts..
den there is a purely honest girl..
Kanzaki Nao, she is easily deceived..
n wid the help of Akiyama Shinichi, whose mum died of commit sucide coz she was also purely honest..
akiyama's mum was conned to join some organisation..
in e end landed up with heavy debts..
she committed sucide so to past e insurance money to her son to ensure akiyama can complete his uni..
akiyama was filled with revenge, thus being a student of psychology, he became a swindler and destroyed the organisation that had forced his mum to commit sucide..

on e 1st round, when Kanzaki was cheated..
she seeked help from Akiyama, who was juz released from the jail due to e above crime..
Akiyama seeing kanzaki seemingly like his mother..
he couldnt leave Kanzaki in lurch, thus agreed to help her..

fast fwd to 3rd round..
Kanzaki believed tt there is way to make everyone happy..
n suceeded in assisting every1 by sharing the prize money equally..
so tt none end up in debts..
as long as people dont deceive or hurt each other..
then no1 would be a loss.. (some kind of commuism idea though)
a impossible reality in today's world i suppose..

while u mayb glad tt i hv lesser time to study econs or chem..
(i apologise tt i m still so skeptical.. )
at least i learnt smth..
to trust humans..
smth tt somehow has been lost in my life.. seen through some evil..
i had began to lost trust..

there was this old man who set up this game..
he was critically ill n believed that this world isn't so forgiving..
n through Kanzaki he realised that there is hope..
Akiyama was saved by Kanzaki too..
kanzaki: i dont think there's a reason for people to hate each other..
even if u take revenge, neither of your pains will disapper..
n she believed tt no one is truly bad to the bone..

when akiyama asked e old man when e 4th round will commence..
he said tt e 4th round of e game has already started..
this time.. every1, includin me n you hv a cahnce to particpate too..
isn't e world a liar game? ha..

people should be honest and sinsere..
but in order to get tons of money, human tell lies w/o scruple..
is it human nature to betray each other? to hate each other? to decive each other?

papa left for tw already..
i oso 1 2 go tw.. hmph..
but to attend jay chou concert.. lol..
de mechandise so cool la..


go away by YiDA
一个人想了一整夜已经忘了还有疲惫
一辈子爱过这一回或许应该心存感谢
梦让他一次烟灭心让他一次冷却
我只有一步一步走向没有你的世界

2dae after maths went to cwp wid jes to collect the album..
den i preordered e imported album too.. costin me 45.90..
wid a gong zai n notebook..

thanks to andy.. i goin to sell off e album tt i preordered wid e calendar de..
at discounted prices.. coz i open up to c le..

e concert tics was sold out 4 hours after public sales started at 9am ytd..
my frenz say sistic outlet hv ppl queue..
n there are ppl sellin tics at high prices at yahoo sg auction..

den got many ppl complain tt they dun hv ocbc credit card..
as wat keiz told me.. if ppl dun hv.. they oso will try all means to find ppl wid de ar..
so no use complain.. rather put words into actions n go find ma..

keiz oso told me tt outside heeren hv 1 statue..
normal human size.. jay chou.. omg.. i very long nv go town..
sua ku liao.. n i really wld like to c e statue..


is out le la.. but R21..
tt means i got to dl or online stream again.. sian..

ns guys.. ken shee went in jun, andy went in on my birthday, roy went on 14 sep.. den silong goin in soon le.. next yr more worst..all my guy frenz in jc de goin in le.. sian lo..

tryin to ask sheng wei if he can help me buy tw concert mechandise..
den use fedex or dhl or ups to sg..
wahaha.. quite exciting..
my nv receive parcel from overboard..

最长的电影
再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰 　别融化了眼泪　你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　记得你叫我忘了吧 　你说你会哭　不是因为在乎

maths u can say an easy paper..
somehow.. somewhat.. i hv careless here n there..
n i supposedly know how to do.. i didnt do..
esp those proving q..
n yong yuan was bullyin me..
say so easy la.. he is juz excited abt this paper..

nov babies
02 - Juliana
05 - Jooyu
08 - Darryl
10 - Clarence
14 - Huiwen
15 - Gwen
17 - Ivan
22 - Yassy
30 - Eugene

do some jay chou promotion.. lol..