mon 29 sep

morning wake up at 9am..
ytd night slp very early.. 11.40pm..

steven kor send me the link to download the jay chou leaked album..
11 songs.. track 6.. only emo love song..
he sing like goin to cry like tt.. every1 loves tt..
track 5 is cute n nice..

den was chionging my philo paper till 5 plus..
prof holbo say muz submit 5pm..
but tutor email is expect by 2359..

tdy i sotong la..
suppose to wake senoir gary at 6pm..
he got exam at 8.30pm..
my hp alarm at 6pm.. i juz off it..
all the way till 8pm den remember..
aw.. den i sms him.. so sry.. =(

i tot my philo tut on wed, which is public holi..
so i go email tutor if we join his other lesson or go for other tutor's class..
after tt i suddenly realise my philo tutorial is tue..
so i send him another email say i made a mistake..
aw.. so ma lu ok.. hope tt he doesnt pin point on me tml..

3rd day nv see baby alr..
still got 2 more days ar.. =(
i quite sick of hugging buddha leg actually..
really very rush sia.. haha..

tml 10am-12pm got food lec, 12-1 got philo tut, 2-4 got chi tut, 4-6 got chem lec..
long day huh.. but thinking of wed can go out wid baby make me feel better..
n i got pretty thick of chinese materials to read to prepare for tml tut..

i miss my baby..

香水 谢霆锋

我早已习惯 你的名牌香水味 你的诺言 廉价的飘荡在我耳边
我早已习惯 你的迷人香水味 只是情意 随着慢慢散去 渐渐消失不见

his perfume made me miss him even more =(

slept at 2.30am..
jeremy is back from jarkata..
woke up at 9am..

ytd night talked to him alil on phone..
i rush him to sleep..
after hang up.. i cried again..
lucky today eye puff alil only..

dun ask me y i cry..
coz i oso dun really understand..
2nd time i cried coz of him..
abit of losing myself..
i was wrong, eileen..
i will try.. to control n contain..
如果爱一个人，是如此痛苦.
为和我一次又一次，任性，固执的, 愿意.

You don't love somebody for a reason but you hate somebody for a reason

27 sep sat

evening suppose to go watch the house bunny at 5.10pm..
but need to help javier attend to work..
hence cancelled.. i m sry.. coz my frenz bought the tics online..

was alil nervous..
coz very long nv work alr..
still wondering if he or his colleague will come or not..
he showed up! n sent me home..
not by the roadside, but he drove in.. thanks.. =)

so the nxt show is at 11.10pm..
well, i gave in n agreed to go..

a bimbo show.. pretty sexy girls..
a must watch! ending quite touching too..
be yourself, coz one day beauty will fades..
n you will b left wid nothing..

游鸿明 楼下那个女人

如果是这样的关系太伤人

ok.. bloggin more frequently..
coz holi.. at home trying so hard to do my philo paper.. argh..

afternoon went to cwp eat lunch..
ajisen ramen..
went to preorder jay chou album..
mj is cheaper than cd rama/sembawang music by $1..
wahaha. this apply only to the metal box..
for cardboard is all $19.90..

my frenz bought a bouquet of sunflower..
as an act of apology..
but i still dun like..


ytd night mama bought fried rice for dinner..
got the salted fish, n western style..
but i still not contented..
coz i still crave for some1 cook de.. :P


evening went to yishun to watch painted skin wid soulmate..

action plus love..
not exactly horror..
brought mac inside..


soulmate bought the rose for me..

i kinda addicted to ne yo closer..
I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
She's the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want
She wants to own me
Come closer

will try to upload pics for my blog..
if nt very wordy.. very boring ey..

wed 24 sep

i m getting more serious in 赖床 liao..
woke up at 10.30am.. den raining.. weather very cool..
so i continue to sleep till 12.3opm.. wahaha..

soulmate commented i m scary when it comes to shopping..
i got like 12 new top haven wear la..
ok.. i wont buy anything till next holi 7 Dec..
unless is dress.. =)

my friends..
dun worry.. i wont put any more feelings in alr..
this song suits..

你想要的 我却不能够给你我全部

我能给的 却又不是你想要拥有的

我们不适合 也不想认输好几次 我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释 这样的一切都只是开始

我觉得是 所有的一切早就已结束

不想再约束 不要再痛苦

下一次 会有更好的情路

i was reading yida blog..
he is still having depression..
he even have suicidal thoughts.. aw..

今天我跟醫生說我不太敢開口說話，因為我的工作，

只要我不小心的說錯話或是玩笑開大了，

甚至一句話都可能都可能會被炒作或放大。

其實我很怕有太多人群的地方，我會因為這樣而不敢出去。

醫生問我“那你家人呢？”我說我是新加坡人，在這沒親人，快8年了。

醫生傻眼 哈哈~~

我的失眠很嚴重，連醫生都幫不了我。。。也許這就是我的命吧。

i guess he misses home..i sent a msg to jay..
ask him to sms/email him..
give some words of concern n comfort..
jus hope tt yida will be fine..
perhaps ppl may feel weird.. y i m worried for him..
y i care so much.. well, i feel for him..

quotes adapted from yida blog
Your only obligation in any lifetime is to be true to yourself.
Being true to anyone else or anything else is...impossible.

You should examine yourself daily. If you find faults, you should correct them.
When you find none, you should try even harder.

tue 23 sep

nid to type out the notes for gek 1502 global warming project..
read philo book..
ok, muz make use of this 1 week holi n do lots of revision n catch up..

i so want to watch movie can..
painted skin n house bunny..

evening went to meet soulmate..
he brought me to eat beancurd..
den sit, slack, talk cock..
i like it when we hong each other to slp everynight..
the way u sweet talk to me..

i typed..
waiting for you
i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella
留给我一望无际的思念

waiting for you
i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线

waiting for you
waiting for you 直到永远

you sang..

oh baby

你就是我的唯一

两个世界都变形

回去谈和容易

确定你就是我的唯一

独自对着电话说我喜欢你

我真的喜欢你

jb trip on sun was bad..
mama say i buy too many new clothes alr..
which is very true.. so forbid me to buy new clothes..
which means no shopping..
walk half way, stomach pain lo..
so menses cramp..
quickly come back home..
bedridden.. whole mon stay at home rest..

watch hot shot.. 籃球火


bought 2 more dress through the help of huiqin..



boss called me..
short chat to catch up..
i got philo paper to hand in by next mon..
nid to compile the global warming notes b4 sun..
m waiting for some1 to cook for me..

i suddenly got this irony in me.
shld i live becoz others or live becoz myself?
if live for others.. as in i study coz of this person, etc..
den if this person leave me..
i will b very lost..
but if i live for myself..
everything abt me, things will turn out to be self centred, self absorbed, selfish..
still trying to strike a balance..

its JAY CHOU madness.. =)

21 sep sat

close to broke alr..
cant take cab to church.. lol..
after svc went to suntec..
had ugly chicken puff at starbucks..

den went orc wid jordan..
bought testtube from art friend..
i was still hungry..
went to wisma food republic eat toast box..

hang out ard far east..
saw ijc senior..
walk to doby ghaut..
along the way, bought a can of hein from 7-11..

took train home at 10.40pm..
reached home at 11.50pm..
in the future, i will try to go home early..
so tt soulmate doesnt have to wait for me everytime.

More updates on Jay Chou album

There will be 2 different editions for this album, a Metal Limited Edition Boxset (CD/DVD/Lyrics Book/2 Pictorial Cards) and a Paperback Boxset (CD/DVD/Lyrics Book).

In addition, there will be 2 choice of pre-order gifts too.
Choice of:- a. 魔杰方塊 Rubik's Cube


b. 2009 Pictorial Calendar



[稻 香」 詞：周杰倫 曲：周杰倫

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

19 sep fri

went to central lib to discuss gek1502 project..
had a short talk wid jing heng..
his last sem le.. damn xiong..
tt y nv see him ard in msn, coz he appear offline..=(

as usual, lynette wasnt ard..
victoria called her, n the singtel mobile cust is not available.
so we were saying, the tue when we have lecture, ask the lecturer to call out for her.. lol..

at philo lec knew a gal call yi ling..
during gek 2500..
i was semi conscious..
i knew i fall asleep..
yet, i was still writing notes..
was pretty shocked when i fully awake..

after sch met gary to take back my econs notes..
having 40 mcq test on mirco 2 weeks later..

den headed for bugis..
met up wid hui qin to get the clothes we ordered..
have dinner at treasure hut..
fried rice, fish cake, you tiao n peppermint lime red tea..

hang out ard anbc to buy staionaries..
den went to meet evelyn to pass her clothes..

jane saw me! she tap on my shoulder n wave at me!
but didnt managed to talk to her.. =(
i called my boss immed n told him tt i miss her..
sean oso did sms me ytd to ask how was my family..
aw.. i miss them..

went bugis st to do manicure..

yes, i drew a letter J on my right palm..

n i bought a pair of golden heels.. loves..


while doin manicure..
soulmate sms me..
xueli.. i just want to be your soulmate forever, can i..
wah.. my heart really piang piang ok.. (piang piang = shatter.. is my n aggie lingo)
coz my nails was been painting..
hence cant re him..
after manicure i called jordan.. told him game over liao..

back at wdl..
saw 1 junoir from ijc..
2 junoir from chr, leong kiat class de..

talked to silong for a while in msn..
catch up wid each other..
andy was back from field trip..
n i suppose he was overwhelmed by my jay chou updates.. haha..

n i begin to realise..
sometime me n the guy..
we have fate, but juz not meant to be..

next week having 1 week holi..
but really hv to pia for sch le..
lots of revision, projects, assignments..mug hard..
22-23 got chalet at aloha..

soulmate is not feeling well this few days..
1st is sore throat.. den headache.. now having sore eyes..
aw.. i teared while talking to him on the phone when i get home..
he sensed it.. i m worried sick la..
somemore cannot stay by his side.. (walao, i m such a lousy soulmate lo)

ask him go slp early.. den everytime bu ting hua.. want to insist i slp 1st..
so i m partly to b blamed.. coz i reach home late.. slp late.. so he have to slp later than me, n wake up very early..
he got heaty. n result all the uneasiness..

want to acc him go c doc.. he insist that he is alright. .
want to go visit him oso cannot..=(

ytd night i sang jigglypuff song to hong him to slp..
tonight i sang the following song..

白色风车 周杰伦

我背你走到最后 能不能别想太多

会不会手牵着手 晚一点再到尽头

你说不该再相见 只为了瞬间

谢谢你让我听见 因为我在等待永远

mon 15 sep

afternoon went lib do reseach for gek 1502 project..
had fish n chicken combo for lunch..
evening went to meet soulmate..

tue 16 sep

ok, chem test was bad..
evening went to meet soulmate again..
he hong me slp with the song ting ma ma de hua..
but he change the lyrics of the chorus.. =)

wed 17 sep

after sch went to meet my frenz..
had meal at fisn n co at paragon..
after tt went lucky plaza find davidoff cool water perfume..
den went to taka to find notebook..
walked down to cine..
bought babylon tics..

bought a adidas jacket..

is male de..xs size for me..

while waiting for movie to start..
hang ard at heeren.. n i saw my pri sch classmate working at new urban male..
at night, soulmate sang tian tian de to hong me sleep..

thur 18 sep

1pm went to meet my soulmate..
evening went to funan to buy wireless modem router wid my frenz..
had dinner at asian kitchen..
beef noodles, toufu, fish n xiao long bao, sour plum drink..

went to raffles city..
at adidas shop..
bought 2 top..
1 red, 1 purple..

bought another jacket..


News about Jay Chou new album..

What breakthrough does this album has compared to the previous albums?
Vincent Fang: There are quite a lot of different things, it is more detailed and relaxed and not that oriental and traditional anymore. There is not much element of love this time round, i do not wish to write more on it as it is always depressing, i was thinking maybe everyone needs something lighthearted.

jay chou album name 魔杰座 (capricorn), new song 稻香 preview on sep 22

hoho.. very long nv blog le..
ok, i slowly recount..
as long as i still remember..
hence it gonna be a SUPER LONG entry..
recently was overwhelmed by circumstances..

sep 9 tue

have chi test..
i got 3 marks deducted coz i duno how to write the word out..
i know what is the word.. but.. =(
bought a pink crown t-shirt in sch..

went to see lawyer..
if both sides agree..
the process will be fast..

i was tired..
so threw a tantrum to him..
i m sry..
i wanted to carry your load..
but my load is alr very heavy..

woke up pretty early on tue n wed..
mal-deprived of slp..

10 sep wed

took cab to sch..
after sch went to bugis..
bought a dress at little match girl..
had desserts and bought mooncakes from intercontinental hotel..
bought a mickey toy at the push cart..
u pull the string the legs can walk.. damn cute..
had meal at gao ji la mian..

11 sep thur

had a talk with alson n joey..
met them ard 12pm..
ivan was oso there..
i cried in the coffeeshop..
imagine the number of people there during lunch hour.
me n alson talk to a pt that we raised our voice at each other..

each person has his own problems.
its juz how serious each problems is.
and to what extent is the pain inflicted.

evening went for a round of counselling..
had another round of crying..

sep 12 fri

no gek 1502..
cabbed to sch from clementi..
met jes n mel at the deck..
thanks jes n wei ren for the kinokuniya vouchers..


i finally start to take philo notes..
n I LEFT MY ADIDAS JACKET IN LT 11 =(

after sch went orchard with jordan..
he was taking off his jacket..
n i suddenly remember abt my jacket.. >.< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">breeks cafe..
phone went flat, hence brought my phone to lucky plaza to charge..

den walked to cine..
alvin was at urban concepts..
bought 2 mickey, minnie keychain.. behind is coin pouch..

n he gave me another mickey hp strap for my birthday.. loves..


after tt went drinking..
wid yy, joanne and ah ben..
supposed to go s-club at purvis st de..
den there full le..
so went to jln sultan there..

while in the pub..
javier tay.. who added me in msn via friendster on sep 11..
amazingly recognise me..
i was stun la..
it was rather too fast tt we met..
well.. it was fate la..
coz i may go to boat quay, vougue de..
n it was my 1st time at that pub..
well, he told me the pub is his frenz's frenz de..

alil intro abt him..
live in yishun..
studied in north brooks sec..
hence he know who is roy n ivan..
in the national basketball team..
20yrs old, now serving in ns..
grad from np biz..
eldest in the family..
have 1 bro n 1 sis..

reached home at 4.30am..
woke up at 9.30am..

sep 13 sat

went to cwp to meet ppl..
he bought 1 bouquet of 12 roses..

n pass me the celestial pendant which i wanted for 2 yrs alr..


after tt cabbed to imm..
had lunch wid jordan at hong kong cafe..
he bought me a jay autograph item! omg..
jump n claps.. lol.. =)


yep.. i told him tt i will prefer jay autographed item rather than jewellery..
because jay autographed item value appreaciate in time..
while jewellery (except gold, which i nv wear) depreciate in time..
i got this idea when mei yan fang n zhang guo rong pass away..

aggie told me 12 roses represent eternal love / be mine..
well.. i dun like roses..
hence i gave the bouquet to her..

yup.. i m a weird person..
y like roses when there is lavender..
n in sg, you have to import.. ( if u are talking abt large quantity like a bouquet)
but lavender is a kind of grass.. wahaha..

its juz like y like honda when there is bmw..
y like crystal when there is diamond..
y like silver when there is white gold..
so aggie told me i not weird..
its juz tt i hv expensive thinking.. lol..

thanks people for their blessings..
jeslyn, wei ren, rayson,mong, winifred, yassy, pamela, henry,peiling, pan, michelle tiah, javier tay, richard tan, agnetta, alvin chan, boon yan, joey, sj, jessica, alvin xie,richard chong, andy chua, melissa, shi en, eileen,audrey, jie ying, roy, zuan kee, majella, wan ying, fanny ng, naseem, jasmine teo, ken, rex, shi han

thanks c1 for the apple crumble cake..
my boss told me..
haha.. happy birthday. finally u are older now ;p

sep 14 sun

had lunch wid mum at pasta mania..
i had mussels n clams spaghetti..
she had stingray spaghetti..
after went for svc..

had quite a long talk with javier lee on the phone after svc..
he was ard wdl..
but too bad, i was at paya lebar..

oh its pretty small world..
coz kara know wei ren, jes, melissa, soo mei..
had mac for dinner..
took train home wid aggie, winifred, marcus, wee ling n ee loo..

back at wdl..
some guy freaking me off..
took a big detour home..
i m serious abt this..
i dont like people to stalk me.. live or my blog..

perhaps it time for me to post more photos..
mayb take food photos..
if not very wordy (lengthy)..

7 sep sun

alson happen to b at wdl..
so he offer to drive me to paya lebar, church..
if not i have to take cab..
so thanks many =)
n i suppose to pass him mooncakes..
but haven buy..lol..

after svc went bugis..
coz many ppl goin down to parkview sqaure to support cozy cot bazzar..
had yoshinoya for dinner..
den proceed to ps..

juz reached home den got a call from javier..
ask me abt some stuff, regards to dl of song.. etc..
well, after he told me he kenna scolded by his wife..
he commented girls alway like tt..
she is jealous, scared he snatch away by other gal ma.. aiyo..

tue got test alr..
so prob mon evening at home mugging..

6 sep sat

woke up at 11am..
i realised i m pretty good at snoozing my alarm..

went to jurong entertainment centre to sing k wid jordan..
the weather was damn hot outside..
wore a tee n short.. but brought a jacket along..
but inside the room.. freaking cold la..
sang from 2-7pm..
we smuggle prata sausage in..
den ordered chicken nuggets n seafood thingy..

after tt went to imm..
hoho..espirit is having 50% sale..
bought 5 tops..
had subway for dinner..
bought shangri-la hotel mooncakes..

sep 3

chinese lec..
lagi worse this tie..
change of lecturer..
talk abt buddhism..

econs tutorial..
quite fun la..
i volunteered to participate though..
n i sat beside a malay gal who is from ijc..
she is from arts de..
same as shelly grp..

had strawberry milkshake n magnolia 500ml milk till 9pm.
back at wdl.. had alameen for supper..
topshell cooked wid soya sauce, omelette, hotplate tou fu, cheese prata n holick dinosaur.

ok, 2 person say i m skinny today..>.<

sep babies
sep 1: soo yee
sep 2: victor, lisda
sep 3: jian sheng
sep 4: huan yun
sep 5: kris fu
sep 6: boon keat
sep 7: Jun Ming
sep 8: Shanyong
sep 9: Peck Hoon, Ai Ling, Swu Juan
sep 11: elizabeth, rex
sep 12: xin ying, sheryl, bryan lim, pei yu
sep 13: dawn, rena
sep 14: Dale Tan
sep 15: Chin Saw Wah
sep 17: charleston
sep 21: melvin ang
sep 26: Alton Chua
sep 27: Malathi , Valerie Cheong, Mylene
sep 28: Alex Tan
sep 29: Sean Koh, Da Wei, Steven Cheung

tue 2 sep

was seeing online shop..
hui qin taking orders..
stock from jap, den she import from taiwan..
i buying 3 dresses..
i got quite a ton of blouse n tee alr..
goodness, the web got 24 pages..
i was online till 2.30am.. n we have lec at 10am..
somemore she hv tutorial at 8am.. haha..





but i wont give up shopping at malls for online shopping..
n i realise online shopping can be cheap ey?
however, u cant try, cant feel the texture..
plus miss the part tt u crap wid ya frenz..
unless u exchange advice over msn..
n usually is shop, buy n eat ar..
tea, supper.. etc.. yup, so much fun forgone.. lol..

after sch went back to cwp..
my dinner: taiwan sausage, syrup drink, honey chicken chop, from pasar malam, n gelare icecream.
wanted.. 6 claw diamond ring from goldheart.
wid ring band s curve de..

sch was wasting time..
i got 4 hr break. hence i was in library..
econs tutorial half done..
crapping online wid javier..
i can tell that javier enjoyed "bullying" me..

buying good wood park hotel and bakeria mooncakes this week!

mon 1 sep
afternoon lunch wid vivian n victor..
i had pig organ soup..
night went to tcc, city link mall..
oreo milkshake, spicy chic, seafood mix snack n tiramisu..