30 nov sun

tml dec alr! 2008 coming to an end..
1st dec marks the last paper!
woohoo.. exams haven end..
den start planning for sem 2 alr..

i goin to take ec1201, ec1202, ec2303, sw1101e, ssa1201..
if ssa cannot get den re-plan again..
i plan in such a way tt will have my wed and thurs free! loves..
but fri will be 10am-6pm again.. but this time 8hrs straight..
have 2-4pm break.. fri lecture day.. so alright ey.. haha..
plus ar.. i think my mon/tue lesson start after 12pm..
i wont hv trouble waking up! hehe.. i m lazy pig sia..

jessica n lynette goin to take ec wid me..
evelyn nt sure if she want to major in ec or cnm..
hui qin nt sure if she want to major in ec or psy..
in addition, jessica goin reto take sw wid me tooh! lovely..
majella indicated she mayb taking sw..

oh! lynette told me jing heng dad is her secondary sch chi teacher.. faint..
no wonder jing heng's sis took chinese studies in NTU..
n jing heng take a few chi mod in his yr in NUS.. but prob jing heng dun1 2 be teacher..
hence he oso took ec.. aw.. he last sem alr..
shake head.. so envy.. roll eyes..

ok.. i haven really touch my chinese mod yet..
goin to chiong! last min hug buddha leg..
i alr prepared liao.. go oversea in 3rd yr.. save cap/ more s/u! haha..
jia you! focus on study ba.. dun bcoz of 人间的爱与恨而烦恼..
lol.. say until i like immortal like tt.. well..

如果, YiDA 能为一个女的， 执着十年，我却因为... 而放弃...
in comparative, i really bwg liao..
至少那女孩是幸福的。有一个男的，默默地守护着她。

i m so mad abt sentosa now!
mad nt as in angry.. but excited!
hoho.. but i not goin there to suntan..
goin there to play water, play sand, 吹风..
plus.. erm..i nid my memories, b4 i lost myself..

i guess beside his bad temper.. plus he smoke.. YiDA can really b a good bf..i dun mind real thin guys.. it ok.. coz even the person is well built, yet doesnt care abt u.. i doubt will have the sense of security.. wahaha.. but he is so much older.. 28..

he love a gal for 10 yrs alr.. tt very painful ey.. well.. he is down wid depression.. i hope tt 1 day he will recover.. n find his new love.. aw.. but i cant get anymore inside news.. coz the communication break down wid jay.. well..

alright.. motivation for study? haha..
c'mon last paper alr.. argh..
muz come up with something to encourage myself le..
eve's was bugis shopping trip after food exam..
mine will be..

1. meet up wid baby on tues..
2. sentosa trip! jasmine want to go sun tan oso..
baby and aggie agreed to go wid me too..
i cant wait to go sentosa la.. it like super freaking long 4 months nv go le..
i haven get back my camera yet.. cant take nice nice pics oso.. =x super slow la..
3. dinner wid zhi xian..

aggie got a cut on her leg..
my mum got a cut on her finger too..
hence gotta help her wash dishes this few days..
coz the wound cannot touches water..
god, please protect them ey.. n no infection please..

ok, this few days.. goin to advertise abt YiDA album..
steven kor says.. his songs got the special feeling..
i say is tt super emo feeling.. perhaps he has gone through sucide, depression..
he indeed nid alot of encouragement..
since the 1st album.. guess all his fans scared that he.. aw..

黄义达 在这里

我在这里，我就站这看着你，你的心里，藏着秘密，从来都不让我走进去。我没关系，我只想用力的爱你， 全心全力，不会放弃，你永远不用知道我爱你，因为存在我心里，你不爱我还是爱着你

nov 28 fri

bought another dress online..
ok, one day.. i may stop spending.. aw..

javier lee saw me at bugis ytd..
[n things start to get complicated..
coz the "javier" on my tag is my ex colleague..
my baby oso call javier..
den this ex NUS guy oso call javier..
so i dun1 ppl any how assume..]

i m talking abt this ex NUS guy..
he saw me outside top shop..
but didnt call out to me.. coz he nt sure is it me or not..
so he asked me over msn..

wat i want to say is..
i dun really differ alot from photo ey..
ppl can recognise me..
coz when my 1st sem start..
he alr graduate liao, his last sem was the previous sem b4 my 1st sem..

i heard that his heart have problem..
abt his valve.. he goin for another heart scan in jan..
he may have only 5 years..
when i came to know this..
i feel kinda.. aw..

like lilian jie pass away due to leukemia..
even though we are not very close..
but somehow i juz feel the saddness..

i learnt tt i begin to like new birth..(i meant babies.. even though i may hate them when they cry)
when i was on my way to sch ytd..
i saw a mum carrying a newborn baby, on board bus 95..
aw.. the baby is so small.. so cute..
n i got e urge to go hosiptal..
n look at babies.. so lovely.. =)

i want to go vivo/sentosa..
n i want to go sing k too..but latter is really optional..
may have a jb trip wid eve if she want..

i realise me n aggie like the same scent..
the perfume tt my baby is using.. =)

黄义达 写给自己的歌
我一个人走，一个人看透，一个人受

27 nov thur

today 8.35am..
jing heng sms if i reached sch.. the exam at 1pm..
stun.. even if take cab down sure late.. kenna ban from exam de..
reached sch ard 10.45am.. went spinelli study wid him..
had chicken n bacon sandwinch for lunch..
tt my meal for the day..

after food paper..
went shopping at bugis wid eve.. she spent $60..
i juz bought a bubble tea..
i spent $72 last week via online shopping alr..
2 dress n comestic.. =)
yea, i told my mum i staying at home..
but was on lappy browsing blog shops.. oops..

i miss my baby!

黄义达 爱了才懂
此时此刻，想把心情告诉你，我是幸福的，被你爱着。如果没有你，海浪只剩下单调的音。爱你的心情，快满出我的胸口， 我的回忆，被你的爱满满包覆着。

akon dangerous
watch out! i've seen her type before. that girl is so dangerous, that girl is a bad girl

或许是我笨，放弃了与你美好的未来。
或许我已习惯哭， 习惯被伤害。
一次又一次的断送了别人要我快乐的好意，给与的幸福。
或许我的人生就是悲的吧。

我深一步地了解自己，我是属于被爱的女人。 我会选择真心爱我的人，只不过我被爱后，我会更加疼爱那个爱我的人，久而久之， 那个人便会 take it forgranted。 他不再付出，细心的经营与维持这段感情。 他的粗心大意，偶尔也会让我失望， 慢慢的，这就会让我觉得：我爱他比他爱我还要多。

现在遍体鳞伤的我，曾经会羡慕 silong n his gf de 我，也慢慢的又冷了吧。

afternoon went funan to help richard wid his exam..
minnie mouse bunding! super cute la!


ok, didnt take front view..
hoho.. after tt he helped me wash n blow my hair!
super nice curls! but in the end oso go home study..
wahaha.. thanks for his dinner treat too..

having serious cramp.. as usual, cold sweat, nausea..

我还是任性的我，何况我今天不舒服。你就不能让我吗？
我觉得我有自虐的倾向，为什么我总会执着会令我痛苦的人。
u made me cry.
i m sry, i threw my temper on u..

Right Here, Right Now. High School Musical.
Can you imagine, what would happen if we could have any dream.
I'd wish this moment, was ours to own it and that it would never leave.
Then I would thank that star, that made our wish come true

Chem paper at 5pm..
woke up late coz i set the alarm as pm. -_-"
afternoon meeting evelyn to eat brownie ice cream at YIH.
i ordered a beef bolognese wid lime soda..

ok, chem q1 was abit disaster..
the rest was under control..
took 963 home wid hui qin..

i had a different intrepretation of this song..
yet, i really doesnt want to go through tt again..
no matter how attractive the ending seems..
yes, i once really love you. but that was the past.

Mariah Carey Always Be My Baby.

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die. No!

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end. no!

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time.

is juz like how he tell me confidently, everytime..
he knew i will sms him everything, my a level result, this n tt..
i will inform him.. even though he doesnt take the 1st step..
he juz waiting for me.. coz he is 100% sure.. (baby believe me it's only a matter of time)
n i will alway gave in.. n he muz b thinking (I know that, you'll be right back, babe)..

i shouldnt hv mention abt him at all recently..
shouldnt put his pic on my dp..
juz as i tot i kinda of miss him alil..
but NO. i will/want MOVE FORWARD.
i took so long to get over it. i m NOT TURNING BACK.
i hope i have the strength to..

but i m unsure if this love will die..
cox i will always reserve a place for him in my heart..
i want to remember him as long as i lived.
i will nv forget, he pulled me up.. but this kind of love is a different kind of love.. =)
all that he've done.. thanks..
除了感谢，我不能再爱了。对不起。

track 7 I'm YiDA 10min song
very special mix..
simply guitar, drums, simply piano..

黃義達 - I'm YiDA
作詞：黃義達 / 作曲：黃義達

As he steps out from the subway
As he looks up into the sky
The sky looks blue
And reminds him that
Love has made him a fool
He doesn't want to recall a past
Which was so true
An anonymous babe
Who left him to surrender to fate?
His tears are yet to dry
For The love he feels, he can't deny
And every single night
He finds comfort in his music
Allowing him to seek a moment of consolation
He repeated it in his mind that she said
She'll understand him
But how long will it take?
He yearns for his love, his dear
And since you ask
How he views his love
Well, just like a Microscope
Awaiting for her return
To begin his grand finale
So ...Do you really know who is Yida?

我一個人過了太久,我空虛了…
This is how I feel, the way I feel.
離開了家好久好久, 我心累了…
This is how I feel, the way I feel.
寂寞是最好的朋友, 也接受了…
This is how I feel, the way I feel.
我看著鏡子裡的我, 孤單墮落…
This is how I feel, the way I feel.

我叼著煙躲在角落, 我一句話都不想說
This is how I feel。
我好想出去走一走, 回味我從前的生活
This is how I feel。
我一個人努力的過, 我沒放棄也沒退縮
This is how I feel。
我的朋友都羡慕我, 其實羨慕他們的人是我
This is how I feel。

我沒有太多的自由, 我已經失去了自由
This is how I feel, the way I feel.
我唱著沒人要的歌, 但我比誰都更快樂
This is how I feel, the way I feel.

我愛的人
卻不愛我 卻征服我 卻離開我
卻欺騙我 卻傷害我 卻背叛我
我早就原諒你所犯的錯
別再難過 就算愛錯
別再哭了 至少愛過
再抽一口 就往前走
This is how I feel, the way I feel.

我送妳到妳家門口，一轉眼就是十年後，
我含著淚心不說痛, 又怎能忘記我們吻別的時候.
這些年寫著我的痛，每個音符都在訴說，
我一直在這裡守候, 妳是否聽得見我唱的每一首.

請給我一分鐘就夠,讓我唱完這一首.
我已沉默太久太久, 而歲月它從不留我 .
This is how I feel.

如果是一場夢 別把我喚醒 讓我安靜睡 我不想錯過
害怕醒過來 不見妳存在 無奈的擁抱 殘酷的實在
手上的玫瑰 刺在我手心 痛轉移到心 淚就往下滴
每一口呼吸 閉上眼聆聽 就感覺到妳, 深深愛著妳

This is how I feel, the way I feel …

那些＿愛過才會懂的道理
那些＿以為沒人瞭解的夢想

黃義達 2008 全新創作專輯「寫給自己的歌」
寫給自己 也唱給每個追夢人聽的歌
愛情、夢想、挫折與成長的痛苦
回首長路　聽見萌芽的喜悅

流行樂界邊緣人　穿越心靈的自由寫手
聽黃義達跨越10年的音樂日記
貼近你熟悉的 對你不了解的 愛情與夢想

i think 爱了才懂 nice.
相爱后 我们才发现彼此不同 失去拥抱的冲动 想放开手
相爱后 我们才发现爱情过重 符合不来的温柔 静静失控

album release on 28 nov.. i will buy..
though he is not as talented/famous as jay chou..
but i m so ______ with his emo-ness..
plus he is jay's frenz..
n i think. i know who is stalking my blog..

22 nov sat

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YASSY

dun ask me why i have exams on sat..
but it was freaking early..
9am paper.. my earliest lecture oso at 10am only.. aw..
alright made a few careless mistakes..

the christmas festive season is coming..
let it snow, let it snow, let it snow..
love winter.. coz is related to my name..
well i m trying to b lame..

left the hall at 10.30am..
senoir gary left at 10.15am..
we headed for engine mac..
hot cakes! =)
after tt went to suntec starbucks..
hot toffee nut latte and iced tea lemonade..

NUS student dilemma..
if every1 dun mug.. we will do well? (according to the bell curve?)
but there sure be some spoilers.. as we cannot predict other's actions..
hence all mug lo.. =(

tonight i just want to have a peaceful slp..
dun wish to cry myself to bed..
den wake up find my eyes puffy..
nor i want to have strange dreams..

yes, i m a very demanding person..
i want ppl 2 hong me slp everyday..
to cook me a meal..

every night, the luxury of listening to him before i slp..
doesnt belong to me anymore..

我因该好好的，不知怎么的，突然感到很低落。
我真是一个善变的女人。

21 nov fri

i can nv make it to expo at 8am..
even though i tried waking up at 6am..
aw.. i m sry..

having daunting dreams at night again..

1. super long.. i mus be tired out..
after sch.. i met up wid my frenz.. at bugis i think..
i pastby macdonald.. n went into toilet..
there was some stuff i lend to peiling..
i was smsing her.. if i could meet her up to take back..
den i dunno y quarrel wid my frenz.. n even board the bus w/o him knowing..
back home i text peiling if she wanted to catch the madagascar..
but in the end i told her to meet in dec coz i m goin to have exams..

2. i was out wid my parents..
den suddenly they ask me to go test my eye degree at tiong bahru..
n i oso remember they ask me to floss teeth with white thread..

my mum say i scream the previous night..
tt means i really scream while i was dreaming. shit.
aw.. i having too much weird dreams..
this is so not me..

JJ will have a promotional session on 22 November at 1 pm at the Causeway point.
wao.. too bad i having exams.. n after tt having combine svc..

lunch was botak jone sandwinch..
dinner was canadian pizza..

tml 1st paper.. aw.. i super scared..
scared i cant wake up..
anyway, thanks to baby, senior gary and mong for offering the morning call..
i set 2 alarms! hope it works!

aggie told me this:
the only time success come before work is only in the dictionary.

林俊杰 - 我还想她

请告诉她 我不爱他
笑著难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心 说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
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你够了hor. i very 不爽you liao..
i apologise for all the *%&^!@ i goin to use..
i dun like ppl stalk me ok! super 贱.. want to know my life, come straight to ask me in msn/sms la.
kns.. so 恶心. puke..

STOP IT LAH. >.< this is for you. i m goin to privatize my blog. u wait. until i finish my exams. den i sort out the email to allow.

ytd met up wid baby..
the moment i saw him..
i told him tt u have changed..
haha.. cox his scent is different..

tw female artiste got new hairstyle..
yang cheng ling do center parting..
zuo wen xuan oso..
so i was telling my frenz.. it gonna take me alot of courage to do center parting..
n to cut short hair..

it's time to hit (finish) all the books!
n wish i managed to sell off the album soon.. hehe..

how come the feeling he gave me..
is so seemingly similar to how "he" treated me after tt incident..

slp at 2am..
woke up at 6.30am..
suppose to go asia conference..
i changed alr.. lie on bed.. n fall asleep.. oh no!
in e end nv turn up.. aw..

n i had 3 and more dreams/nightmares..
1 i dreamt of aggie telling me that _____ is asking her out for a drink..
2 i dreamt of me quarrel wid him..
3 i dreamt of outing wid parents, den some ppl 1 2 attack us..

梦见与 - 争吵 : 人际关系笼罩着阴影。好友之间可能产生纠纷。这时你的处事态度将对你的信誉有很大影响，所以必须审慎行动。(i shld stay at home and prevent interaction.. -_-")

a quote of the day: Technology develops false intimacy

Hi, I am selling Jay Chou autograph capricorn cardboard album, with rubix cube and poker card.

Further inquires can contact me at septembergal13@hotmail.com or tag here..

12am.. i received a call from pan..
saying the videos are urgent..
ask me to stay contactable..
coz i nv ans the call from pan as i was in jb..
but i did say. if u want the vids, get it from me..
plus there is sms n msn (where you can leave msg even if i m offline)..

i understand that pan may not be online that often..
wat abt the rest of them?
plus you tend to push if u are REALLY ANXIOUS rite..

the whole 24 hours of mon..
none of you guys who may SEEM desperately wanting the videos contacted me..
pan oso added.. henry will be the one taking from me..
he told me that henry will be quite free..
so i asked.. where will he be.. when he want to get from me.. ask him to contact me then..
hence i M NOT GOIN TO BOTHER IF NONE OF U GUYS arrange for the meeting to get the vids from me..

yes i know you guys having chalet..
i know that you guys have no exams..
u either have finish your O levels or finish ya A level in days to come..
but you DO NOT seem to empathise that i m having my exams too..
(or sympathise, which that shld not b the case)
except for mong (he is in the same boat) n yassy.

futhermore, when alvin is leaving for brunei..
you guys know the notice a week ago..
if u really have the heart to..
you should have better sit down n plan..
n not the day before.. afternoon, try to sms if we can meet up for dinner to send him off..
wid no confirmation of where n when the dinner will b even at 7pm..
simply because alvin has not book out..
IF U FAIL TO PLAN, U PLAN TO FAIL..
u can skip all this uncertainty if you plan..
if u guys are too stressed up (as u can rebuke that u are having exams/ns)..
make this a lesson learnt..

when this get to roy n yassy.. (i'm sure it does, that why i uses when, and not if)
they are goin to comment again that i m very concerned abt how i feel..
n its abt the 'I' issue again.
den wat now, when they want the videos SO BADLY..
out of 24 hours.. call me at 12am..
how can i classify them under?

i m targetting to ALL WHO IS INVOLVED..
i may not b in the level to disciple you guys..
initially, i remained silent.. coz i m not in the position to say..
but i m blogging here.. coz i m really very BU SHUANG le..

17 nov mon
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN POH

having study week! no sch for this week..
nth to cheer abt.. coz my exams start on sat!

tml gotta go sch pick up stuff and wed got to meet xin ying to collect my jay chou autographed albums! woohoo.. SUPER LONG WAIT OK..

though it is pouring like kittens and puppies..
but i still in very good mood.. no emo.. no gloomy!

n i having super good appetite since like fri?
perhaps is because i nv slp alot so i eat alot to boost energy..

16 nov sun
went jb wid parents..
we ordered laksa, bandung wid cincau n chendol from 1 malay stall..
fabulous the food at there.. cheap n super tasty..
den went walk ard.. eat and shop..
dinner was hong kong cafe..
beef noodles, jiao zi, lavender drink and dessert of almond eg white thingy..

i saw nice nice t-shirts.. import from thai de..
rm $10 only. tt means ard $4.3o only!
but i cant buy coz mama say i hv like have 5 new t-shirts haven wear! aw~

baby did lil things that make my mood super good..
lil talk wid him..
n he drew this cartoon! super cute ok.. loves. .


den i went to edit my figure..
to put on my hp wallpaper n msn dp..
he say i rip his work.. oops.. hehe..

this time i wont insist anymore.
it scary to learn that he behave somewhat alot like him..

15 nov 08

slp for 10 hrs sia..
woke up at 12pm..
suppose to have cg at 1pm..
so didnt show up..

afternoon went suntec food fair again wid parents..
had turkish ice cream..
den they bought korean wine..
dinner was sushi..

was very touched when i saw his miss call this morning..
he tried to call to fulfil my request previous night..
but i slp alr..

i deeply misunderstood him..
he is right.. i doubted him..
he is disappointed and sad..
i even say he failed.. aw..
i m sry.. i was wrong abt you..

真的，我没事 - 符致逸
So many cries, listening to God
让坚强不只是种伪装
So many lies, listening to you
天亮后I will be fine

14 nov fri

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERI!!!

last night slept at 4plus am..
woke up at 7am..
have food test at 10am.. open book..
thanks hui qin for the past yr econs paper solutions..

ec lec at 12pm.. super tired..
gonna rely on webcast..

after sch had lunch wid evelyn n hui qin at the deck..
jap food.. dory fish n chicken katsu rice set (wid miso soup and jelly)

went to meet aggie at novena..
she wanted to look for jacket and the red AIG Arsenal jersey..
had shi lin seafood tempura.. n mr bean's grass jelly drink at square 2..
she saw a pairs of pretty black heels at mondo..

den headed down to suntec..
jordan wanted to buy accessories for his baby (mac book pro)..
it was still early, we proceed to the food fair n hang ard..

afew interesting things..
i bought fried durian.. the filling is so smooth..
den got 1 store sell kuah bahulu..
hv choco rice, strawberry, durian, raisin, pandan etc flavours..
i bought the original flavour.. 10 pcs, n they made on the spot de..
bought protugese egg tarts (for tml consumption) n a cup of passion fruit juice..
ate pretty alot today ey..

lastly.. we past by an ice cream stall..
super cool la the ice cream flavour..
like so kopitiam.. hv guniess choco chip, bailey, milo dino, holick, espresso, teh tarik..

we left and slack ard the taxi stand..
while jordan was smoking..
2 guys came ard the area to smoke too..
one of the guy is holding 3 balloons.. helium type de..
hv blue, green n red..

i suddenly super like.. so keep looking at them..
b4 they left after they smoke.. they gave me the red 1!
lovely! =) so happy la..
they are from duman sec.. having prom night there..
but later we found out, they released the blue n the green one..
s0 they should give me the blue n the green one too.. aw..
yep.. n i brought the balloon all the way home! thanks guys!

all i wanted is to hear ya voice for alil while.. but..
all i have left is the scent..
i hv waited for you so many days..

13 nov thur

this morning wake up at 9.45am..
cant remember if i didnt set my alarm..
but slack in bed till 11am..
i nid to wake up early tml!
10am hv food test!

late afternoon, alone at home..
cook maggie noodles.. (n i suddenly want fried rice)
今天， 我会乖乖地在家完成我的论文。
3 page of chi words.. aw.. nid alot of endurance..

exam timetable is out..

22/11/08 Sat 9am
Open book GEM1004/PH1101E
REASON AND PERSUASION
2 h MPSH2-A, MPSH2-B

24/11/08 Mon 5 PM
Open book GEK2500 LIVING WITH CHEMISTRY
2 h MPSH2-B

26/11/08 Wed 1pm
EC1101E INTRODUCTION TO ECONOMIC ANALYSIS
2 h MPSH1-A, MPSH1-B

27/11/08 thur 1pm
GEK1502 FOOD: SECURITY AND SAFETY
2 h S1A-03-LSLAB1, S1A-03-LSLAB2, S1A-04-LSLAB4

1/12/08 mon 1pm
CH1101E INTRODUCTION TO CHINESE STUDIES
2 h MPSH5

短短两个月， 如果你真的要我放弃，我应该还能做到吧。
i dun want you to build the firewall alr..
it hurts ya know..

你对我说的诺言，真的会实现吗？还是，一切只不果是一堆的谎言。
u ask if i love u alot， 就算我爱你，或我不爱你，结局都是一样的。
但是，我是一个会执着 ，不管有多痛，不管会留下多少泪，直到 i found the new one to fill my heart

i want to go sentosa.. after exams!
well, i got to apologise.. my lang really cmi rite.. 一下子高兴就用华语，一下子高兴就用英语。
but typing chi is troublesome..

黄义达 冷战

我活在地狱 还是天堂 全凭你给我力量

没有你陪伴 时间突然变得如此漫长

12 nov wed

last of chi lec n econs tut for this sem..
but i still kinda of confuse in the sch..
like wat bus to take to go where..

evening went to meet jordan at bugis..
he helped me buy flash drive..
n he needed to get a new wallet..

congrats.. u manage to fill my heart..
but y do u doubt me..
i fear of losing you..

nov 11 tue

thanks jordan for helping me to buy the flash drive..
yea, he got his gf le.. mac book pro..

been thinking alot recently..
is it hu si ruang xiang..
or is it the truth.
perhaps u can tell me the ans..

i m sry..
for being insensitive..
for being not understanding enf..
may be i failed too..

chi paper due to fri! chiong..

10 nov mon

today suppose to have no sch..
suppose to meet mel at 10.45am at wdl control..
but i was late.. hence postpone to tml.. so sorry..
in the end took cab to sch.. $15

met evelyn at central lib to get the food notes from her..
she went for her CMA lec..
i wait for her outside lt 11..
after tt we headed for orc..
had grilled fish pasta at wisma food republic..
den went to sony shop to repair my cam..
aw.. tue-sun not wid me..
i took back ytd, den spoil le..

drop, then the lcd spoil..
the custmoer service person say got dent on both side, the case alignment moved, n the casing got scratches.. so got to pay lo.. definiely i not goin to pay lo..
super sad can.. i bought on 21 oct.. haven 1 month spoil le..

we started shopping.. evenlyn nid to get more clothes..
she bought a black dress from cotton on..
i got the face spray for $13.90, she got the eye patch from the face shop..

we went to far east and bugis too..
i bougt a black demin skirt at bugis st for $22..

thanks for accompanying me..
n making my day.. she know that i m rather down..
i been waiting for the whole day..
i want the pain to go away.. seriously..
n i shldnt have cried..
this time, i lost.

nov 9 sun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA HO!

evening was church..
after went ps wid aggie n randall..
bought stickers from spotlight.. =)

i am trying to stop the addiction of slping wid his scent, slping well after hearing he hong me..
kick bad habit yea?
like smoking like tt.. bad for health.. lol..
so the side effects is insomnia..
hope it will b gone n back to normal soon..
at least i still hv slping pills..

but i juz got this thing tt ppl have to hong me slp..
like how i used to have nightmares if silong dun hong me slp last time..

DISAPPOINTED.
tt explains it all.. how i feel for the past few days..

黄义达 每夜的每夜
每夜的每夜 睁开眼到天亮 心变得很脆弱 谁能帮我粘好

finally handed in my philo paper on fri..
luckily hv sweet frens like majella, kara n gary who encourage each other.. loves =)

SE C905 out alr! super nice la..
silver colour limited ed.. nid to pay $30 more..
so w/o contract will be $929..
waiting for xmas or wat.. mayb got promotion..
somemore 1st batch no good..

thur slp at 3.3am..
fri pon sch.. pon 8 hr of lec..amazing rite.. slp at 2 plus..
having serious isomnia..

sat went jb wid mama..
hk cafe passion fruit tea and ice cream waffle for rm17.90
dinner at kim gary rest.. beef steak set for rm29.20 only..
super cheap la.. got steak (wid brocoli, corn n lettuce), cream soup, garlic bread, dessert (jelly), papaya fresh milk..

黄义达 Set Me Free
该写的 该说的 该爱的 我都已经给了
空虚了 心累了 孤单坐在这

nov 6 thurs

woke up at 11am..
went out wid baby tdy..
dim sum at amk hub..

evening he nid to leave for bb training..
i went to nyp.. look for leong n alvin..
den waited for jordan to end sch..

watched the following movie at amk hub..


wat if one day, u wake up.. n u lose everything?
does human take things for granted juz because we are so used to it?
i knew the ending to this story alr.. i only hv at most 1 more yr..
if u knew the ending too.. will u still dig into it?

周杰伦 说好的幸福呢
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

nov 5 wed..

chi lec at 12pm..
baby did a super cute thing.. loves..
ec tut at 2pm.. ok there is this guy who dressed very gentlemanly very week.. super like.. hm..

after tt went to raffles city..
passby roadshow.. if u spend $170 buying ralph lauren perfume..
u will hv a bear n a traveler bag/ladies handbag..i miss it..

den went to the cocoa tree..
snickers pods.. gummy bears for aggie..
anthon berg (since 1884).. if u buy $40 u will hv a bear..
i miss it the 2nd time.. coz i bought 2 box of chocolates cocktail creme at promo rate..
nonetheless, my purchase was $42.90..
futhermore, i bought topshop gift vouchers for mel..

went over to funan it mall.. look for richard..
he bought a pair of jeans at penisular plaza..

den went bugis for dinner..
i had salmon omelette noodles..
he bought 2nd pair of jeans n a shirt at bugis junction..
total he spend ard $125 ba..

philo (5-7 pg) essay n 3 blog comment.. to be submitted before nov 7 fri 5pm.. Zzz..
goin to chiong tml.. coz fri 10am-6pm hv 4 lectures straight..
but i mayb ciaoing after econs again..
gary say we not like students..
more like ppl crashing the mod.. lol..

i miss my camera.. =(
fri watching quatum of solace..

4 nov tues

food lec from 10am-12pm..
took a number of pics wid my lovely frenz.. =)
thanks baby for the sms that made my morning..
after tt went to meet eileen at je platform to pass her chem notes..

evening was nick vujicic talk..
life without limbs..
very humurous and inspiring.
pictures will b up later, my cam wid henry/pan..

walk yvonne to blk 512. miss the bus at 12.05am.
waited for 20 min for the next bus..
reach home at 12.40am..

did he wait for me?
saw his msg on msn on 11.30pm..
if he really did, den he must be very dsappointed. sry..
coz i asked him to go slp 1st..
but i nv see him for 9 days alr.. =(
miss the cartoon in the red puma shirt la..

i goin to get the philo paper done soon..
tml food lec.. nv see majella for 2 weeks alr..
more photos to b taken.. =)

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)

Ashlee Simpson L.O.V.E

Love is an energy
Love is a mystery
Love is meant to be true
Love is a part of me
Love is the heart of me
Love is the best thing we do

desmond told me..

matthew 6:34
do not b anxious for tml; for tml will care for itself; each day has enough trouble of its own...

i know myself best ey? i m heart-broken.. not broken for the current moment..

孙燕姿 我怀念的
我怀念的是无话不说 我怀念的是一起做梦 我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动

1st nov..
combine svc..

white shoes!
mine, swu wah n pam!


yassy n pam back from london.. treats.. loves!




张韶涵
没有你 我发现自已 无法感动