slp at 3.30am.. woke up at 9.30am..
went sch.. continue to work on geo essay..
from 11.30am-4pm..

continued wid discussion for social work essay.. till 7pm..
my eyes goin to die as i m seriously lack of slp n i stare at the com for hours..

i only ate a bun at 2pm.. n it last me till 8..
had veggie pizza from the night market..
n had some fruits..
nid these fibres to release toxins.. lol..

slp at 2.30am.. woke up at 7am..
crazy 4 and a half hr..

found my flash drive..

my menses is late..
plus i got leg cramp ytd.. haha..

lunch wid weiming today at kopitiam.. my hse there de..

evening went ard somerset n doby ghaut..
didnt get my bag..
coz aggie feel that it look like cockroach..
n i lost my birthday bear..
had meal at kfc..
aldo got a bagpack.. shocking pink.. super bimbo huh..
the only thing i bought today was a card from action city..

Mei-chan no Shitsuji ep 6
that uneasiness of always worrying it will disappear.
that feeling of wanting to give up when all alone.
but if i give up now, it will be all over..

Pink - Conversations with my 13 year old self
The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare

haha.. whether its hormonal or nt..
coz aunty roe goin to come anytime..
juz feeling emo..

but warning! w/o aunty rose i oso emo de..
i will bite.. LOL..
jay tot i m drunk ytd.. but i didnt touch alcohol at all..

morning sold off my jay chou poker card for $10..
i was being paranoid abt tt guy.
evening i m so goin to buy tt bag at 77 street..

.
watched mall cop.. quite funny!


trying to chiong finish 10 epsiode of Mei-chan no Shitsuji

alrite weekend is slacking hrs for me..
i studied on tue-thur.. so clap clap le..
i still got my micro econs tutorial haven do yet.. shit..

it took me days to trust you..
it took a moment for u to tarnish everything..

93835849 - a person ask if i still selling jay chou poker cards
but i dun remembering i even say i want to sell the poker cards..
i only did published in a few forum to sell the autographed album..
he said he nid to get for a frenz birthday..

nt focusing.. i forget to dl my ppt..
i went for a nap from 6-7.30pm..
slack almost the whole day..

watched unborn.. quite ok la..


muz get in apr..
red daruma and shopaholic series..


i m thinking abt something, someone who i have deleted the contact when i was juz abt to sms..

Pink - Split Personality
Tell me what do they see
When they look at me
Do they see my many personalities oh no

today is a bad day too..

had 3 dreams ytd..
1. i dreamt i saw aggie n jordan went swimming..
either i was there taking vids of her.. or aggie showed me the vids..

2. i dreamt me n peiling n a bunch of frenz went out..
it was cold.. so i got peiling n me a cup of hot milo each..
funnily, when i return to the table..
it became a bowl of milo..

3. i saw a family of caucasian..
it was some kind of war or wat..
the mother got 2 kid, 1 elder bro n 1 younger sis..
den she brought the elder son to somewhere..
to ensure his safety.. but he was detached from the family..
10/20 years later.. in a resturant..
the younger sis somehow feel that the guy was her bro..
the guy saw them too.. they reunited when the gal mention abt 1 fav dish the bro like..

i woke up couldnt find my ibank device n my flash drive..
this is the 3rd time i lost my flash drive le.. =(
i gotta wait till mon to check if it is still ard..
but i lost it like at 10am ey.. aw..

arent to visit any online shops over this weekend..
if nt i will get more depressed..

pertaining to 2 issues..
i will let things fall apart if i have to..
i don't need to come up for excuses juz to protect you.
u didnt put the effort in doin so..

i m tired of doin all that shit for you..
for all the reasons u gave..
i took it.. but not anymore now..

today was bad day..

i had a dream ytd..
i saw jeslyn, tian mu..
we are having fine dinner..

i couldnt wake up this morning..
i juz slack on the bed for 5 more min..
n the bus juz didnt come..

jeslyn got to go handup assignment..
so she went sch 1st..
i gotta go sch alone..

but luckily i saw jessica at clementi..
haha den we went to print notes tgt..
was late for lecture..

lecture was disgusting..
drawing graphs till i want to puke..

i promised i will wake up earlier next fri..
erm, due to unforseen circumstances..
hang out wid baby was postpone..

went bugis wid richard..
but i couldn find my bag..
i juz being too picky.. oops..
i want to get light brown de! argh..
had omelette rice for dinner..

roy yue was sick.. hope he get well soon..

missing my dear peiling! =)


my mickey goldnecklace arrived!

i love that suprise =D

i m such a big pig.. i slp from 10.30pm to 9am..
lie on my bed at 10pm ytd.. was smsing roy yue..

i had a scary dream ytd..
i dreamt i was having a suprise test.. n it was chinese.. weird huh..
i saw my chi teacher giving spelling test for 2 chapter..
den i cant remember the words.. i keep cancelling n tearing away the pages of my sqaure exercise book..
i only managed to get 2 out of 25 corect..
at the end of the day, i went to buy a new square exercise book..

today went rp wid peiling..
haha.. breakfast was western for her..
i had fish porridge..

calvin say my character like her sis..
he actually call me xiao mei mei..
mr a. ask me to hang out tml.. turned down.. sry.. i dun hang out wid self centered guys..
rex commented on my facebook.. i didnt re.. oops

i m missing george.. =(

i dreamt n i saw a caucasian couple.. in a pool..having intimacy..

today went rp wid peiling..
i had fish chop noodles, peiling had fish porridge for lunch..
tea was wedges and oreo ice blended..

food is my new therapy..
but as this goes on, i will become a pig fat pig..
i had gained 400grams! OMG..

rex called but i didnt ans..
he muz hv felt i being avoiding him..
coz i turn him down on valentine..
james tried to reach me using other number, i told him i was busy n i hang up..
den i saved it as spam.. oops..

i juz love george! =)

cherry cherry boom boom

spent $65 online..
order the boys before flower necklace n earring..
plus 2 other items..
but i still haven get my bag..

over at rp now..
gotta watch boys before flowers b4 proceed to do sch stuffs ..

slack for 3 hrs, include lunch.. had you mee..
off to listen to geo webcast for 1 n half hr b4 doin the geo report..

had hit $400 of expenditure this month as of today.
shall stop buying new things and n post postpone my shades order till early apr..

went to study at rp wid peiling dear today!

dinner at food court.. she tempted me to eat beef noodles.
i had yam paste as desserts too..

my mp3 sexually abused her laptop today! oops..

i slpt for 10hrs.. oh my.. from 2am - 12pm..

had 3 dreams..

1. i dreamt my dad bought me a diamond ring!
haha.. but i dun like..
so i took the receipt n went to trade for other design n cut..

2. i dreamt my sch got some event..
n jay chou is here for a interview n performances..
the programme was: first have an informative talk abt some issues..
den 2nd was jay chou, 3rd was another artiste..
n i saw my sch got a waterfall.. lol..

3. i dreamt my teacher evaluating my essay..
i did it wid a guy.. coz there is a guy who is sitting infront of the teacher oso..
so the teacher mentioned abt citation..

didnt went out wid eric..
i got lots of tutorials to do..
he said i look down on him.. well..

oh ya, i definitely got to mention this..
mr. a juz sucks to the core..
he sms me ytd if i m free for a movie tonight..
i said i watched coming soon alr, unless if u 1 2 watch other movie.. he said nvm..

my opinion is that he jus see me as an object to accompany him..eek..
n this is the 2nd selfish guy i cursed..
dun like ppl who are selfcentred.. disgusted..
u will hv ya retiribution.. fior treating ppl like shit..
coz ppl definitely goin to leave u coz of tt..
2nd guy on my list, who i will avoid forever..

try asking me out again if u dare.. i promised i will give u so much attitude..
karma ok.. what coms ard goes ard.. wink..
give n take.. so simple oso duno ma.. tsk tsk..
i had alr give u ya respect by nt disclosing ya name..

lady gaga - paper gangsta
Cuz i do not accept any less than someone just as real, as fabulous

i managed to slp peacefully last night..
w/o any dreams.. i went to bed smiling..
he is gracious.. =)

i didnt expect i wld b well instantaneously..
thanks for putting a smile on my face..

when all the therapy doesnt work..
the pills, the scent, the music, the smses..
e next thing i did was to cry..

i m serious.. I REALLY CANT SLP..
despite me in circumstances of having fever of 39 deg, despite me being very tired due to sch the whole day..
n all that dreams.. be it positive or negative..

i seriously not into night jogging..
calvin told me to do jumping jack instead, i think my neighbour below me goin to complain if i really did so.. no exercise la.. later i get all the sweaty, n bathing in the middle of 3am nt a very good thing to do so..

ytd slp at 3am..
woke up at 8am..
but met jes late coz my bus juz didnt come..

i dreamt i got a big quarrel wid my mum..
i was on the phone wid some1..
den i put on hold.. n started the argument wid mum..
the person hung up eventually coz the whole conversation was relatively long..
it took place in the kitchen.. i saw my dad ard..

after tt i remembered a person drove me..
n i shifted to a house.. i really meant a hse.. story ended..

had a cup of vanilla latte n lots of face spray to keep me awake throughout the lectures.
at least this part of my life.. i really nid to do well..

evening watched coming soon wid jes n soo mei..

it was really scary i shld say..

watched confession of a shopaholic online..

it was really great! =)

perfect cut 2..
kelly said: as long as i have hope, i wont be alone..
but my heart is tired.. u nv know wat i really wanted..

haha.. had a crazy day wid peiling today!

lunch wid her at jack's place..
had steak, wid corn chicken soup, almond jelly n tea..

went to civic mac to study, gossip..


den went to chameleon to buy hair clips..
i went off to sch for psy tut..


back at cwp.. had 3 ichiban sushi for dinner.
she met wid some guy..
bought ear stick from xcraft..
den meet her again to go adm mac to get rid of the guy..
n i know where calvin's dad bakery.. just bakery..

had lots of fun at mac..
we came up wid lots of names starting wid J..

(click to enlarge)
i tot janel was nice..

goin out wid eric this sun..

lady gaga - love game
I wanna kiss you, but if I do then I might miss you, babe..

alright ytd dream was funny..

1. i went out wid baby.. den while i wait for him.. ( i think he went restroom)
i saw mr. r..this is stupid..
i walked fast to the other end of the mall.. (like i meet ghost like tt)
den i took the lift all the way down to the 1st floor..
i was originally at ard 5/6 floor..

i wanted to hide in the restroom..
when i enter.. long queue.. n i realised all the cubicle is swat de..
i saw grace lee.. we chatted for a while..
but due to the odour, i left the toilet..

so baby called me.. he asked why i disappear.. den we left in a cab.. story ended..

2. i was in a house.. n i got my big wardrobe..
with alot of compartments.. n i was anxiously find a t-shirt..
alright i saw a black suit for work kind.. jewellery.. lots of shoes..
den i asked a guy in the living, where did i put my t-shirt..
he told me which compartment..
but i nv seem to b able to recognise the face..

out wid peiling dear for lunch..

serious having symptoms of dissociation..
didnt turn up for church.. when i suppose to go wid wah wah.. coz i tied up wid stuffs..

didnt went for dinner wid mr r.. despite he ask me once again in the afternoon..
his persistence.. wao.. coz when i reject him, he asked to let him know when i m free..

kinda disturbed by mr a again..
he asked kind of alot of q..
n oso ask for movie again.. i nt keen la..

neighbour evening sms say work was bad..
so i asked him wat happen..
blah blah blah.. he said thanks for asking n glad tt at least still got ppl care..
i was like wth.. ya la.. when i was sick, my parents wasnt ard..
i ask him to help me get panadol, he oso dunno die till where.. ha..

roy yue is nice today.. wid the sms.. =)
being super crappy today..
playing wid aggie facebook status..
n esp wid peiling over msn.. haha..

goin to watch coming soon wid jes they all on fri..
suppose to watch tml.. but i got dumb psy tut from 6-8pm =(

he is nt goin to come ard to cheer me up wid his magic tricks b4 i go sch this week i suppose..

lady gaga - wonderful
if I fell in love with you
would you understand me dear
love is weird

for the guy who used to hong me to slp everyday ard 2 years ago..
who was once my soulmate..
who went off bcoz i said i couldnt let go of jay..
who is now happily wid jia ni n her girl..
they are getting married..
he always a nice guy..
so i m really glad for him..
this guy isnt any J.. =)

aw.. i m really a shopaholic..
ytd night order 2 stuffs wid hui qin from tokyo fashion..
1 necklace n 1 skirt.. cheap de la.. include shipping both items at most $20..
today ordered 1 dark/navy blue cardigan from etrue.. at most $11 lo..

haha.. ppl quit smoking oso not immediately stop de rite..
i buying cheaper things ey.. (clap clap, big improvement!)
but if i buy alot of cheap things oso no point..
had been monitoring my finance though..
so yep.. i m in good financial statements!

still nid to go ard to find my backpack la.. so sian..
love online shopping.. i think last time my stand was i will still go shop at stores..
coz can socialise wid frenz etc..
but now my stand will be..
firstly: the brands n stuffs are nt available in sg..
2ndly: so comfy (personalised services), coz is sent to ya door/mailbox..
which oso means i dun hv to carry bags of stuffs.. or bully my frenz/whoever to carry for me..
(see i m so kind.. "excuses"~)

so let me evaluate.. the bad point will be.. u got to wait like mayb more than 2 weeks b4 ya items arrives..
since, i oso not urgent or super in need of the stuffs, so not an big issue to me..
aiya.. which oso means tt i buy additionals stuffs.. =(
alright human like choices n variety dun they.. haha..
but if budget is tight, den bo pian lo..
face it, its life..

u was just a breeze that i mistook for air..
a breeze, once it passes by, it cant come back to the same place.

children in front of what they really want, hey don't hesitate..
because if they lose it, they know they will start crying..

ytd nightmare was scary..
i dreamt of green snake, turtle n guinea pig want to invade my house..
den i remember the guinea pig want to squeeze through the hole between the front door n the floor.. so i keep use the carpet to block it out..
i super scared the snake will come in..

out of nowhere the turtle was inside my house..
i asked my mama to get rid of it..
i ask her to throw from #10 flr down.. (super evil)
but she juz left it on the corridor..
so i not very happy.. wat if it come back again..
i dun hv a pet turtle in my whole life ok..
lol.. dun call spca n report me..

calvin told me..

nowadays girl in sg r shallow..
no car no money, cannot..
change heart easily..
materialistic, realistic and childish..
dont know how to cherish ppl or things and lazy..

wao.. i didnt put a comment on tt..

i m tired - physically exhausted, emotionally disappointed, mentally drained..

oh my, too much dreams really..
but i like my 1st 2..
super cool man..
but the last was really scary..

1st: i dreamt of jay chou! loves..
but i dreamt that he got a new movie..
so i remember i text jes n yf if they want to watch the movie tgt..

in the movie, i duno who i watch wid..
i saw a scene he was in a forest.. n he hair was kinda long..
n i heard the song was sang by nan quan mama.. 破晓..

2nd: i dreamt of baby..
everything was sweet..
shant elaborate..

3rd: i dreamt that my teeth got problem..
i was on my way home, but the house wasnt my current one..
coz the painting was white in the living room..
there is a guy beside me.. wid my mum, n his parents in there..
i went to the toilet to check my teeth.. coz i felt some of them is shaky liao..
i got freaked out ok! i only remembered i went out of the house to go visit the dentist..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO LEONG..

swu wah is sick!
hope she get well soon!

for all my friends:


i think i having dissociation symptoms too..
i was being cold towards jay ytd on msn..
Mr R asked me out for dinner this coming wed, i turn down..
Mr S asked me out for movie today, i turn down..
jordan asked if aggie n me want to go harris to chill after he finish work.. aggie doesnt want to go.. so i oso turn down..

i m _ by how u brush me off..
i guess i got my retribution for turning down ppl.. =(
sometime i wonder y i needed him tt badly..

i want my voice back..
i sound really bad due to the phlegm..

had an 2 hr nap..
i had 3 dreams..

1. i dreamt of a female teacher (ms lee if i nt wrong), she is wid a pri sch kid..
she is eagerly waiting for a cab..
den i started frantically waving for cab, even when they started walking away..

2. i dreamt i was on a mini bus..
i was singing 关怀方式 to a girl..
n explain the song to her..
but due to my phlegm, i remember i cant reach high note..

3. i dreamt aggie told me i should get well soon..
coz there is fine if the govt find out ppl have small illness for very long time.. (prob will affect the productivity of the country?)
so there has been some kind of law.. if sick muz go see doc.. and eat med to recover fast..
if not you will be fine $5000 for 1 illness..
in my dream i got 2 illness, so she was highlighting to me i will be fine $10k if i m caught..

dreams are always so absurd..
take a short nap oso so busy..
cant slp well oso.. >.<

well, just let dreams continue to haunt me.. by some time i will get used to it de.. if nt, i will jux force myself to get use to all these dreams.

. this is nt the 1st time.. i think i can handle.. juz give me some time.. somehow it come to my mind that aggie told me ytd that u was a gift..
yes, indeed a special one..

did a 4 page essay on integrated resorts, gambling..
cost n benefit analysis..

lots of revision to follow up.
i m really scared.. (stressed)
no time for breaks n broken heart.. till sem is over..

juz let the withdrawal symptoms overcome me.. i gave up..
i m juz _ with how u played around with your priorities..

lady gaga - let love down
when you let love down,
oh you let me down,
can i let love down,
let it down..

evening went town wid aggie..
looking shoes n bags at raffles city..
chicken sandwinch at the soup spoon..

after tt went to suntec n find jordan..
too bad his stall close le..
dun hv big candy floss.. disappointed..

i was in a state of drunk w/o drinking..
withdrawal symptoms..

the bag i ordered online went oos.. (out of stock)..
i m so sad.. lol..


on my way home i saw louis, nicholas n teck yi..
they are my sec sch juniors! haha..

i turned down a movie wid mr A1..
n (free) drinks wid mr A2..
basically their name really start wid A.. nth against ppl name start wid As..
i m sry, i wasnt any leisure pet..
i dun hv to value ppl who doesnt value me..

on and off.. hot n cold..
wat else.. i nt a toy..

most girls - pink
everything that i dream of
a man that understands real love

ok, i m so goin to buy the new ipod shuffle..
damn chio..
The world’s smallest music player also happens to be the world’s first talking one. Two things that make the iPod shuffle one amazing device.
more info pls refer to: http://www.apple.com/sg/ipodshuffle/

but do i nid a new mp3?
i dun care alr la.. i really like leh..
i have decided.. i will get it after my exams.. to spoil myself!
5 may shall be the day!
i put it on calendar alr.. wahaha..

i hope i can wait for tt day..
of coz i can.. my current sony mp3 is stil functioning well.. =)

mood went so much better! LOL..

happy birthday roy yue!

last night got a super weird dream..
i dreamt i was out wid christina..
she was my pri sch frenz..
we nv meet for like more than 7 years alr..

she was driving me in a suv..
at a round abt, i saw 2 yellow lambo infront of me..
but unfortunately, the back one crashed into the front one..

den i dreamt abt something..
abt lost hair de.. but i only remember i commenting 地中海秃头..

a very impt person in my life may go blind..
doc say the condition of eye not very good..
this is scary.. n i cried again..
it really hurts..it was really painful..

being crying from 8 mar-10 mar..
for 3 consecutive days..
but it wasnt obvious, nobody will know.. coz i was havin flu..
which explains the extensive use of tissues..

i needed the big warm tight hug, the broad shoulder rite at this moment..
i want none others than except from you..

你再保持沉默，我想我会窒息

my clothes from tokyo fashion has reached..
loves all the items.. =)



what i bought was the legging..


checkered skirt..


n a light grey open concept cardigan..

oh, i spent $180 from 1st mar - 10 mar..
w/o calculating the orders i goin to buy later..
right now i have 3 more products need to order from shills..
depends when ppl got spree.. haha..

peiling told me that revoltage is having sale!

i m goin to order - a backpack n a mickey gold necklace online..
i think i saw the mickey necklace at bugis b4.. LOL..
there goes another $52.80..
(pic will be uploaded only when my stock arrives)

u led me out of a black hole, n i fall into another..
this time i m climbing up myself..

the weather was cold. but i felt that u are so much more colder..
it does not feel nice..

Britney Spears
I'm always missing you
Before the goodbye

got a cake from prima deli.. hazelnut chocolate cake..
for dad's bday..


dont waste the pretty..
u acted if you were tired of all these lingering..
u acted if yon doesnt care anymore..

lily allen - littlest things

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true

had a dream..
i dreamt of some kind of gathering..
i saw mr ho, jeslyn, eileen, shi en, alvin, george n juliana in my dream..

back to doin assignment..
slack the whole day ytd..

dinner at crystal jade..

had pork porridge.. had 2 days of fish alr..
had scallops, toufu, clams, duck n desserts was egg white hashima..
bill came up to be near b ard $90..

it doesnt work tt way..
it doesnt feel right..
i juz dun get it.. i juz dun understand..

when i m well, i will walk out..
i dun deserve this..
no more..

mondo was having sale.. when i was at cck to meet amy for my lingerie..
but i resisted the temptations..

went town to find a prezzie for dad..
didnt managed to find one. he is he one being fussy ok..
but i bought 3 books from times..
3 for the price of 2 la.. but all i will like den i buy..



went to tam to meet lenore for my


bought a pair of shades..


both days ate similar stuff..
ytd in sch ate fish porridge


today had mr bean pearly and fish bee hoon..

appetite improve alil coz i kinda force myself to eat..

thanks gary for the msg..

lots of sneezing n blowing, i think my nose swell..
too bad now not dec, arent xmas.. no reindeer..

i duno how long i will last..
i didnt know how to handle you..

ok, i m so sick..
having fever of 38 deg.. having flu.. havin sore throat..
n i so goin to flunk my 2 econs papers..
i was so exhausted after sch..

i mayb super weak now..
but i juz hope i b stronger (emotionally/mentally/physically) when i m well..
evelyn say my immune is low.. shld exercise more..
n thanks jessica for her tissues..

i think i used 5 packets of tissues in sch today..
the nose juz wouldnt stop running..
it so not environmental friendly..

however, after the pills i couldnt slp..
really felt terrible..
thanks javier n richard for e call, swu wah n roy for tt msg..
i really appreciate that..

juz need to feel loved from the right ones..
i didnt want ya time..
wat i m looking at is ya heart..

the one who promised to be there, wasnt there ..
prob i was being too naive to believe so..

m feeling sick..
blocked nose n sore throat..
but it a long day tml..

super random..
while i was bored at the revision..
i go underline the name in my lecture notes.. haha..
(click on the pic if u want to find out who..)

essays upon essays..
revision upon revision..
i m so gonna take a break on sat..
nid to collect BB cream from lenore..
n get prezzie for dad..

neighbour been whining abt how bored he is..
coz his gf is busy wid work.. so dating only on weekends..
n his gf is those super unsecure.. cannot allow him to go out wid other gals de..
he also added.. "not like u, at least u got no one to control u over"

my reply was..
why nt put it tt way..
who is ard when i needed tt big warm hug n tt shoulder to cry on.. haha..
so he diam diam liao..

den we started talkin abt the issue of 爱你的人，n 你爱的人。
my neighbour belong to choose 爱你的人。
neighbour: at least i can say that person love me , but in actual, i m jus no confidence as i need someone to confirm my value thru her love for me.. that y i m selfish..
he oso added: 爱你的人 .. sometime, might not be what in actual is what we trying to get hold of..
xue: ya value, nice la.. but better oso.. u wont get hurt easily..

me on the other hand, is always the one who choose 你爱的人，
neighbour: i used to be ur type de.. but i got hurt and realise tat i dun wish to get hurt
xue: cool.. prob years later i will become like tt too.. i m trying..
neighbour: nah, i think you will still be你爱的人 type. my hunch tell me tat.
你爱的人 type dun scare to get hurt even they know they r pursuing something impossible..
then again it can be those type where they hide their feeling deep down and look from far..
xue: haha.. wat makes u think so?
neighbour: well, pple change, unless there is a change in ur mindset otherwise u will still be 你爱的人 type..

i was arguing wid baby abt certain issue till he get tired..
mayb neighbour n baby know me better than i know myself..

lastly i want to wish all my poly frenz.. who now having holidays..
can get a job soon! good luck!

i got moody coz i didnt know how to go abt cheering ppl ard me..
but i got so impacted by J.. i felt so especially lousy n useless..

even though u are always moody..
i will always want to try my best to cheer u up..
i cares, n i want to be there for u too..

i got money now - pink

When I was a young buck
I tried to be liked by
Everyone
Everyone
I tried so hard to be funny and nice
I tried so hard to be sugar and spice
Didn't work for me
Got old quickly

(an emo, kind of old song.. the lyrics n tune is ironic)

today was a long day..
geo essay kinda crap through..
haha.. talk abt chinatown..

baby gave a surprise..
had a crazy morning.. haha..

ok, i started out an excel file to monitor my expenditure.. before it gets out of hand.. i not in debt ok! n i think i begin to love uob bank..

the queue for the cash deposit is shorter (apparently i went that location got no queue at all), whereas posb 1 got long queue.. i m the 6th.. so i walked away n headed for uob..
so i decide to put my money into uob.. n uob cash deposit dun nid pin..
which kind of make sense la.. ppl pick up ya card oso wont go n put money into ya bank rite..
n the withdrawal min is $10 leh.. i 1st day know..ok i know i m super slow..
but i prob still use posb/dbs ibanking.. i m so use to it alr..
but i m so gonna to freak out if i ever lost my ibank device..
moreover, i forgotten my pwd for uob ibank.. lol..
my pwd is all so different..
need brain booster.. aw..

oh! i muz so blog abt this.. ytd i was at home in the afternoon..
when i wanted to go the kitchen to wash my hand, (my bedroom dun hv attached bathroom)
i saw a gigantic damn bee (or wateva bettle or bug) flying..
omg.. i run back to my room.. shut my door to prevent it from flying it..
shit la.. i m so scared ok.. n i almost cry out la..
ok, i cry over littlest things.. so i became so paranoid..

n my old frenz joke.. it wont eat u up la.. aiyo.. haha..
or call police now.. respond very fast de..
after tt i continued wid more whining..
n he replied: dun need to be scared la. bug only..
cry for wat? haha.. dun think abt it and u wont b afraid le.. muack..

my neighbor say i shld eat more.. your face look so fragile.. 憔悴..

was he really moody on mon night.. does it explains?

we were no longer the ones we were..

whining post of me for the upcoming papers..

as a test for my psy chap on sensation n perception..
did the optical illusion challenge I & II on facebook..
n i didnt get 100%.. siao la..

those gestalt laws, in-attentional blindness, perceptual constancy..

Taxi drivers have unusually large hippocampi. (True)
wa lao.. hippocampi is linked to memory..
hmph.. lousy questions.

threw my adidas bottle..
alright, kind of use for a few months, n mum suggested to change..
so i bought the nalgene one..
n bought baked potatos from amk again..

oh.. i must mention i saw mr. R at cwp starbucks..
i wanted to go see water bottles..
so.. i see him, i turn n ciao. tt all..no complications.
well, i wasnt really avoiding him..
coz i will prob give him attitude if he tries to talk to me..

tml having 100 mcqs test..
my whole life do so many mcqs at 1 go..
sound exciting yea? (roll eyes).. sigh..

u arent a fairy..
i m depressed upon goin to bed..
but i didnt tot my request was a demanding one..

jordin sparks - tattoo
I gotta let my spirit be free to..
admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind