ytd night had a bad dream..
i cried in the dream..
there is christina and jy..

underwent an 3hr therapy..
suppered at alameen..
had egg omelette and hot milo..

trying to close the gap between us..

ytd got 3 dreams..
cant really remember the 1st dream..
2nd dream was having oversea excursion wid sec sch mates..
at japan ba.. so we walked super long dist to some famous rest that mr toh recommend..
but when we reached there it was full.. plus we such abig bunch of ppl..

3rd dream was abt receiving a bag i ordered online..
it look so ugly...

evening was shopping at ion, far east..
n a very later supper at nydc..

i keep sneezing..

假裝 - 蔡依琳
假装多好　依然是
依然是　暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬

i went to cut hair..
3 inches.. 7.5cm.. gone.
yes, though i didnt like my hair to be short..
but i felt alil better..

on the train back..
i saw a young gal who is pregnant..
the husband was juz beside..
the guy at most 23 years old..
they appeared very sweet to me..
no matter what happens when they both know of this child,
the guy stayed, took care of the gal n the child..

i duno wat excuses u goin to come up this time..

slp at 12am..
woke up at 4am with a bad sore throat..no fever..
so i took some pills den went back to slp..
morning woke up ard 8am..
took some more pills..

after tuition went to watch murderer..

it was a dark movie..
evil prevails..

thanks jay for making my day..

wondering if i shld get a new wallet..

there is so much i wanna share with him..

it was a weird morning..
it was pouring..
so she got worried n had to sms him..

after awhile i received a call from some number tt wasnt in my phonebok..
my phone hang since last night when all my sent sms status was under pending..
and it cant register new miss call/answered/dialed records..
so it was a guy, n he say.. 是我, blah blah in eng..
i didnt hear what he says.. n nt sure did i hang up or did he hang up..
prob he call the wrong no..

the nsf ppl are so poor thing..
it was raining heavily, then still got ppl outfield at marsiling..
i heard rife sound..

den jordan called me to remind me to bring his iphone casing out..
it took me the 3rd day to finally place in my bag..
it had been lying on my table for the past few days n he is getting anxious to use..

my lower eyelid is getting alil sensitive..
abit itchy, and prob due to everyday covered wid concealer..
forget to bring my comestic pouch..
my sunblock, powder for touch up is all inside.. zz..

didnt slp much last night..
but thanks to jay chen for brightening my day.. =)
if i m cursed wid mr. J..
i juz got to deal wid it..

i think i m growing fat..
i ate like siao today..
chessecake, carrot cake, javier lee brought me out for lunch, salty duck soup at thomson long house..
dinner at bishan junction 8..
some hk cafe.. it was 1st n last time i will go there..
out of 5 dishes, 2 dishes was sent wrong..
n the food taste below average..

the guy at body shop is kinda cute..
saw jie ying..

after tt slack at library..
he doin his ppt, i reading book..
baby called, n i sounded hostile.. sry..
tt wat jordan say.. my tone was unfriendly..

supposed to meet c to catch up..
but his phone was dead.. zzz..
cant reach him la..

it a day of solar eclipse..
but its not doomsday..
u are still breathing..
life still carries on..

it is a rainy day..
it felt cold..
outside n inside..

i prayed that jordan will recover his misplaced keys, ibank device n flashdrive..

天黑黑 - 孙燕姿
我爱上 让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为 这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺

alright, my kid displeases me today..
thanks mr. c for taking all the whines..

days passes by..
andy is excited coz he goin to ord..
to me, it meant that it's expiry date is coming..

sry, i no longer beg..
i didnt hv to energy to fight all these..
you do what you want..

i wasnt on ya priority list, similarly, u no longer on mine.
or at least i deserved some respect.

today manage to wake up early..
but i forget to bring jacket out..
hope i wont freeze later..

also forget to bring jordan iphone casing out today..

saw yilong ytd..my cute secondary sch eye candy..
he is attached, so ya..

saw arthur today.. super long nv see him le..
he look at me.. i look at him, find him very familiar..
den he smile at me.. so i think shld b him ba..

baby called me, wanted to ask me out..
but too bad i got tuition..

went supper.. saw my another eye candy..
huan yun.. haha.

i felt so comfy wid him..
i got so used to him..
i want him and only him..

peiling, we still haven go for our ice cream..

火光 - 石康军
有了牵挂 容易迷惘

the miracle he pray for
is that the energy, light and passion for life can be reinvigorated
and that possibilities of life that were so fresh
and reflected in her eyes will be returned
and a sense of peace will remain.

he pray that the smile will return
and be reflected by such inner happiness
and hope that it will never leave her face again.

he pray that the inner turmoil will leave,
the nightmares and cold sweats will fade away,
and the inner child will heal.

and in its place a woman will emerge, with clear eyes,
who can truly love and be loved.

this is his hope and this is the miracle he want for her.

爱情的法则是 等价交换？

如果不能保证双方间的平衡的话，对方就不会接受他。
美与丑，富贵与贫穷，这些如果不互相般配的话，就无法恋爱。
这个法则到底是对还是错？

一个偶然的相遇，让这个男人得到了自己无法般配的完美女人，他不想让这幸福变成幻影。
一个自小就被鄙视怪物，即使身处在地狱的烈火之中，还是向往着天堂。

玩弄爱情之人最终将会被爱情玩弄。

唯一 - 王力宏
是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望
也全都被抛弃
最近我无法呼吸
连自己的影子
都想逃避

today i went out pretty early..
but the bus didnt came..
so cabbed to work..

had lunch wid joyce..

went to cwp.. had crystal jade for dinner..
watch harry potter..


he came into her life..
n turn it upside down..

唯一 王力宏
我已不能多爱你一些

i got a shocked when i realized i forget his number..
when he gave me a miss call, i did called back..
but dialed the wrong number..

it was pleasant to wakeup n see nice morning greeting..
but not tt nice when i forget to turn my phone on silent..
n my phone rang b4 the time i was supposed to wake up..

jordan tell me if you dream of the person's wedding..
the interpretation will be..
you will not be together with the person..

she wasnt really sure of herself..
though she knew she needed that..
she was actually patient..
she could wait..
how much she wanted him..
how much she craves for him..

had a bad day..
scolded my tuition kid.
coz he didnt finish his homework..
nt even 50% done..
complained to his mum..

i screwed work-related stuffs in the evening..

strict standards and requirements..
putting stress herself..
she thought it was always necessary..
it was built up from her defense, pride and ego..

work is stagnant..
she was worried for modules bidding..

he dropped her a msg when he is back from thailand, bangkok..
he said he seriously think tt she need to find a truthful guy to sayang n pamper her..
she asked him if he want to volunteer..
he replied that he's not a truthful guy..
he's not the guy tt worth a ger's love..
coz his heart cant stay with one..

thanks mr. c for trying..

曹格 - 爱转动
但只要相信 美好的一天不会只是传说

mr chua dropped me this msg..
his mahjong friends say..
guys who drive, rich n handsome is always better than normal guys...

he is sick.
n i m worried. for nothing.

out at city hall area ytd..
went marina square n suntec.. shop alil..
bought mask mud pack..
heart shape macaroni from muji..

dinner at mof..
it was ndp preview.. so there is fireworks display!

bought a pair of reebok shorts from royal sporting house for dad..
a book for myself n a g2 pen for my tuition kid from harris..
coz he got 100 for spelling..

night was harry's bar..
harry's beer n a glass of martel..

fri
woke up wid a sore throat..
evening went hogc for dr. ar bernard..

mr chua dreamt abt my wedding..
haha. den i was pushing him for the details..
like who is the guy..
but he juz tell me got alot of tables..
setting all that cant remember alr..
didnt even see me oso.. coz i m curious wat dress i was wearing..
however, he mentioned that i smsed him that i m not happy..

黄靖伦 - 走音
你的爱情在走音 变成另一个旋律
我还在执迷 拼了命去合音
你像下雪的表情 是会过完的冬季
我把心 划成火柴却看见漆黑的梦境

thur

supper wid L. (haha.. not the death note guy.. )
talk abt life issues..

though you occupy a room in my heart..
but i m open for options..

No he can't read my poker face

wed
this morning i was surprised..

forget to bring charger to work again..

he is sick..
hope he can really take care of himself..

mr chua is in hospital..
he tried calling me at 10 plus..
but i was bathing.. after tt i smsed back, he didnt re..
so super late den he tell me he having fever..
i guess doctors all scared is h1n1..
so ask him go hospital ba..

due to it being late night..
n i m damn tired, i didnt went down to visit him..

alright, honestly, i will only change n cabbed down within such short notice for those on my top list.. haha..

i dreamt that i went out wid mr. j last night..
we went to chinatown..
coz i wanted to get the jay chou concert in aussie the figurine..

dream is the opposite of reality

i wont be ard for u anymore..
juz as u juz didnt/wouldnt/never come ard..

冷冻 - 石康军
你不相信我的爱为你存在
那就让我离开

i didnt know my blog resolution could b so bad wid ie..
until i saw when X opened the browser..
omg.. no one complained in the past..
so i assume every1 uses morzilla..
but i super lazy go adjust..

alright, I drew a sum of money from posb to deposit into uob..
den in the evening, when I need to do ibank to top up shipping/postage fee for mac comestics..
i realized my acc got additional $223.70..
it was weird.. coz where got ppl tt me so weird sum..
who so nice give me free money..
even my pay oso wont have $0.70..

ibank was lag to update transaction history..
so awhile later i figured out the amt was tt by the insurance company..
the insurance policy was juz on my table..
i cancelled it coz it take freaking 1 month to process and issue my policy..
cmon la, I didnt order this insurance via shipping ok..
I called them up someday ago to cancel alr, I complained, if it take 1 month for u to process my policy, den if anything happens (touch wood)..
den will it take 1 year for me to make my claim.. aiyo..
so they did a full refund for the month..
as they hv alr deducted the premium fee on the day i signed..

if it have to fall apart..
i'll see to it..
if it have to shatter into pieces..
i'll smash it..
not living in your world of _

building up figures..

变质 - 石康军

变质的爱 心被活埋 深受到感慨
变质的爱 留下残骸 不要再等待

ytd dine out wid relatives..
aunt bake nice chicken pies n made yummy puddings..
we were at farm mart..
we saw a black snake passed by..
my cousin freaked out..

alright this week is going to be a bad one..
this morning, i slack on bed for half n hr..
but i managed to reach workplace 10 mins earlier..
work isnt smooth..
disaster control..

thanks jay chen for the msgs..
face it n overcome..
ok, i know i m weak..
always making u worry..
i m glad to have you ard..

goin light drinking this sat..
so i already mentioned light, i wont get drunk.. =)

by2 - 我知道
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油

undergo an 2hr plus treatment in the evening..
i was so tired after tt..

was trying to b difficult wid nat..
coz all he goes is to talk abt godly stuffs.
背叛 - 曹格
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

alright, this morning i forgotten to bring my lappy charger to work..
so i cabbed home, n cabbed back..


chat alil wid baby in the evening..
he complained abt something..


picked up my lady gaga concert tics..



dinner at ajisen..
had miso char siew ramen..





had i stop believing in him?