thur while i was walking to my tuition kid hse..
at the cross road, jay saw me..
he called me, to verify..

fri went rp study, saw evon, candice n stella..
after watch accident..

nice plot..
he was too suspicious, so he caused deaths of 2 ppl..
and he died in the end..

sat went jb..

ordered 90 plus SGD of stuffs online..
via 2 different US merchants..

mr. wang is having cough for abt a month..
he coughed blood.. scary..
mr. y is having nose bleed.. due to hot weather..
eve is havin flu..
hope all my frenz get real well soon..
esp eve, coz midterms is in hrs time!

he has the power to put a smile on my face..
when i received his msg..

she says, "i know what it's like to squander all your hours and all your tears and all your heart on something which turns out to be ... nothing. Don't waste your life. that's all."
the truth is, he was laidback because he didnt really care. not enough, anyway..
and added."you were so busy chasing after him, so desperate, so sure of yourself, you never looked closely enough at what you were chasing. you never stopped to ask if he really was the answer. you've been such an idiot."

张惠妹 - 分生
分裂前的热泪 分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁 越防备 像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎 分裂后的假面
不快乐 不伤悲 情绪埋藏成了地雷 等待爆裂

i got nth else to blog..
so typed some ugly scene in singapore..

aggie saw this girl on the bus..
wearing a long sleeve purple checked blouse..
then black FBTs,wid slippers..
her colour scheme was not bad..
but choice of clothes is just speechless..

i say mayb her skirt stained? but aggie say she dont look like is school student leh..
look like poly student, go poly liao where got still wear shorts under skirt..

prob she is trying for new fashion..
cmon la.. new future skinny or black pants oso cannot afford meh..

i ordered a black jacket from ohvola..
eve told me de, coz i mention i looking for smth like tt..


bought MBD mask.. jes say not bad..
u can get it from watson..

bought the peppermint gel for leg from bodyshop..



mum called super early ard 7.45am..
called hp, n hse.. woke me up..
say it was raining..
ask me to take the laundry in..

so i left my room, den the door went shut n was locked..
wid my wallet, hp, hse phone inside..
disturbed javier n jordan from their slp..
b4 calling for the locksmith..

it is a resistance formed by me.

当我放弃，放手，放开。
一切就不能回头了。

afternoon met up wid baby..
it was after quite some months when i last saw him..

dine at 6pm..had porridge..
den went starbucks study till 10 plus..
watched 4bia 2 at 11 plus..

3rd story like resident evil..
5th story is super funny!

though there is so much i want to know..
i didnt ask..

i didnt question if it was truth or lie.
i believed him as i always do.

i m sry.. eventually i still break down in front of u..

飞机场的10:30 - david tao
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却要想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题

may 1st..
i orignially kept it as a draft..

saw wah's advice..
he is really sweet but not too good to dwell on him too much.
cos will hurt yourself if he ignore u again.

hes' like your blackhole in your life.
you dun know that you're being suck into it.
by the time you knew it, it was alr too late..
but u cant stop urself but gettin pull into it.
like u just cant resist but yet u know is bad for you kind of thing

i dunno... maybe abit like drug too.
this is 100% more than emotional attachment
like u get addict to him ard you, his presence.
and you keep wantin more
and is hard to get rid once in a go, so i think u better try to decrease the connections btw him..cos i think is bad for health n you..

sep 18

i had stepped out of the black hole.
but i m still standing at the rim of the black hole.
looking inside..

andy was cute.
he smsed me at 9:13..
jay called me again to sing me bday song..

ytd went to suntec comex..
find eve to pass her stuff..
frenz wanted to buy lappy..
after tt dinner @ ms.. carl's jr..
bought mooncakes from rendezvous..
drink at harris bar..

dinner @ cystal jade today..
choco walnut cake..

有缘的人，总会在生命中最美的地方相遇。
这是天时、地理、人和的组合。是时机、也是心境。

但愿我们在追求爱情的时候，都有积极的努力，

当爱情走远的时后，也同样能有放手的豁达

i couldnt gave her wat she hope..

i quit trying..

went ps area after sch wid celina..
dinner @ ichiban..
movie @ gv.. wateva works..


alright, i will fight.
even if takes everything..
i'm not letting u off so lightly.
u gotta face the consequences of ya doin..
n i promise. i will b difficult. very.
karma exists. just wait..

congrats to andy who ord today..
but so sad alvin went in..

2 Js in my life. jay n javier..
thanks for e early bird wishes..

pink - who knew
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around

I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me

seriously lack of slp recently..
panda eyes and heavy eye bags..

1. garnier eye roll on
2. faceshop face mist
3. hall ice mints
4. coffee
are keeping me awake..

1 of my tuition was cancelled n the mum ask me to go 3hr straight tml..

went to bugis after sch..
rested at starbucks. mocha and choco fudge..
the cake isnt tt good..
bought a satin black shorts.

i received a prezzie.. love it lots..

there are thing i wanted to talk..
at least to clear tat..
others i'll just leave it..

it will not be complicated anymore.

Pink - Who Knew
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong

They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

it was a long day at sch..
10am - 6pm..
lunch wid sarah..

after tt went pasta mania had dessert pizza and peach soda..
applied for watson membership..

i saw a lovely wallet at charles and keith..
it long, red n glossy..
but it was last pc over at the outlet..

thanks him for getting me a new one from town..
there is black one too at other outlets..
but i cant see it in the shop or online..
so i ask him to choose la..

i m pretty in better mood..

mid autum is 1 month away.
my household had consume 3 boxes alr.
from bee cheng hiang, goodwood park n pine court - meritus mandarin.

went town today..
dinner @ billy bombers ms..
sirloin steak wid cookie n cream milkshake..

bought 1 box of mooncake fron bakerzin
and 2 boxes from intercontinental @ bugis..(man fu yuan)

signed up for cleo mag for a year..
n bought a sweet pleasant perfume from sasa..

my standard chart manhattan card is in process..
next is apply for citi clear le lo..

communication goes both ways..
but sry, i couldnt even reach you..
in order for me to confide in you..

搁浅 - 周杰伦
读完了依赖 我很快就离开

was in a rush out, forget to bring my adidas jacket.
i so goin to get the royal purple de..
it started pouring.. hope i wont freeze..

ytd night was bad.
i had at least 2 night mare..

i dreamt i had a cat fight with some gal..
i was goin out wid 1 elder gal judy and 1 small boy, he was carryin a kitten, the garfield colour de..
cant remember exactly wat the dispute was abt.

had a super long talk wid jay..
he told me anything can happen..
goodness, n he sang me happy birthday song..
tat super early..

林凡 - 不要对我再说爱
太多事不明不白
不明白 怎么笑着走出来

wake up at 6am despite no sch.
went to attend court..
from 8.30 - 11am..

lunch @ hotel re.
food was ok only.

she still want to believes in him.
but i doubted.

张韶涵 - 能不能勇敢说爱
you are the sunshine in my life
But I don't really know
需要你的时候 感受你的温柔

midnight had a bad cramp.
yes. pms big time.

it's distracting..
i hugged my tummy whole day.
it hurts.

i forced her.
not to pin any hopes on him.
not to bored him with all those.
that he juz couldn't care.

气球 - 许哲佩
就把一切誓言当作汽球一般 随它而去
我不在意 不会在意 放它而去 随它而去

mon 31 aug

it was a bad day la..
coz for metrics tutorial..
was being called lo..
kns.. i nv do q3.. suay suay kenna..
so crap through, n wrong lo..

sch ended at 6pm..
went cine to watch time traveler's wife..


saw samuel while on the train home..

Last Week..

my notebook 2gb ram spoil..
so it was abit laggy..
n many ppl told me is was spyware..
so i spent my whole sat installing 2 more anti virus n scanning..
went to replace on sun after my tuition..

thurs went to watch fd4..

short movie..
ending same as previous lo..

i so need to catch up wid so many ppl..
alvin goin ns soon..
javier, my nus senior, just had his heart op..
n work is piling up like what shit..

she wants him..but i say no..
i told her, coz he is unattainable..
she misses him..
i onced love him.

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one