paper was at 9am..
slp after 12.30am.
woken up ard 6.30am.
which makes my slping hrs to be 6hrs..
perhaps it was his magical effect working..
or prob it was too short and i dint have any dreams.
finally after weeks.

saw ah boon at platform, but asked him to went ahead 1st..
went sch wid kai yan.
we both kept on yawning on the journey..

lunch was kfc..

my love says:
its ok even though sometime in life
you don't always feel that you are a winner.
it doesnt mean that you are not a winner.

Lady Gaga - Speechless
And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love so baby
Raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

this morning the malay function was back.
omg. i m seriously goin out.
went to rp to study.

it was yvonne birthday!
dine wid peiling, sherm at cwp.

I got 4 dreams last night.
1St i dreamt of 1 new guy came my sch..
2nd, i became baby sitter, went to bring my tuition kid n hus bro to swim.
3rd is i was watching a fund raising program live, i saw zhang xue you, but he sing like jeff zhang.. Lastly, i was in lecture hall, i saw sean n ting hui, ask ting hui if there is metric tutorial..
i suppose there is tutorial session later.
den he ask me buy 1 guide book, so i ask him how much was it, he said only 10plus..
while i was running to print, called eve..
She say she in jurong west, where she supposed to be attending lec in 15 min time.
den i ask her wat she doin there. she hung up.
called her back but the starhub cust is not available now.

last night had a big nightmare.
i went siao in the courtroom.
i started crying, screaming etc. in my dream.
after tt have 2 short dream.

tuition in the afternoon.
lunch was ichiban.
wanted to study but void deck havin some malay function.
so blasted classical song in my room..

he is sick. =(
dun ask y i still care.

要来就来，要走就走，好像一点儿也没关系似的

lady gaga - alejandro (spanish for alexandar)
You know that I love you boy
Hot like Mexico, rejoice
At this point I gotta choose
Nothing to lose

acc mum to the custom.
dinner at mussel guy vivo city.
bought lots of snacks at candy empire.
ordered 1 yr supply of lens from spectacle hut.
spent $181 today.

i have a self actualization today.
i m afraid of _.

there's a hip party over at sentosa this sat.
n i will b stuck at home studying.. =(

lady gaga-

Be your best friend
Yeah i`ll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We`ll be higher than ever

Eh-eh
Eh-eh
So happy i could die
And it`s alright

lunch was yong tau foo..

went sch earlier..
filled stomach wid eve.
had brownie ice cream.
the weather was fucking hot..
n had a bowl of dumpling soup.

after bio exam went to cck watch new moon wid celina.
had ya kun b4 tt.. =)

bella n me had something in common.
we have bad dreams most of the time.

is that decision gonna change anything.
will i stop missing him.
will i stop waitin for his calls.
will the dreams i had every night stop?

went out wid mum the whole day.
since ytd stuffs happen. omg.
visited uob.. lunched @ crystal jade..

headed for orchard..
i bought a black dress, a floral notebook..
she bought a dress, necklace set..
dinner at ah yat tian xia..

the gal at minibits was kinda lovely..
she was a mum of a baby boy..
she was 19 now. so she is pregnant ard 18 ba.
she told us that now she is not living wid the kid's dad, currently wid another guy, gladly the current bf's mum adores the child.
i felt happy for her..

bought a top online while typing this entry. oops.


i think i having good flow wid As recently.
haha. talk to andy lim who is still in US.
hang out wid alvin on fri..
andy neo called to meetup but i was busy..

i will like to have a proper talk wid you soon.
ytd night and this afternoon you called i was out/busy.
tonight i called. u wanted to slp..

watched christmas carol at yishun gv.


i m goin to conquer the dreams..
for the past few night.
i m getting used to it.

after the unreplied msg, unanswered call, unreturn call.
you called at that time.
how much does that matter.

how long more.
before all this fall apart n shatters.

stefan: so what your plans for the future.
elena: i don't want to talk about my future stefan, because everything you are saying is making
it pefectly clear that you are not going to be in there.
stefan: it's not that i don't want to be...
elena: you can't, i get it. i heard you the first time, and the second time, and i appreaciate that you are looking out for me. but please you are going to leave, just go.

but after tt they kiss n makeup. haha.

Lady Gaga - Monster
That boy is a monster
M-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)

~ He ate my heart.

this is an analogy that aggie made..
stuffs happen.
once, twice and thrice and so on.
then PA!

it's like a disease.
shld not wait for it to b full blown b4 u start to seek for remedy.

it her appt tml but i decide to go on wid my plans.
prob i b there during the court trial.
though i having exam, 1st paper.

j.y.w. i m taking the same approach this time.
dealt wid 2. 1 left. and this isnt easy.

Pink - Eventually

So what good am I to you
if I can't be broken.
You'll get yours, yes,
you'll get yours eventually

wah wah ends exam on the same date as me.. lovely..
but dec 3 agreed to go out wid eve, kai yan n xin pei..
so dated her out someday after dec 3..
studying wid kai yan on fri..

metup wid baby ytd..
stuffs happens..
n it hurts.

well, i allowed it.
side effects would have gone.
if i hv listened.

acc bro leong to mediacorp to collect his cheque.
bought a cake from crystal jade.

庾澄庆 -
戒不掉对你的依靠
失去重心该怎么好

ice cream waffle @ gelare.
watch 2012.

nice effects, good story. i like!

dinner at chong pang nasi lemak.
cabbed home..

i cant deny the fact that your charm still attract me.

爱你就等于爱自己 - 王力宏
是不是爱你就会变成你

after sch went to ikea wid aggie..
i think i was alil crazy.. last week of sch..
lovely meatballs! so i was saying..
xueli (instead of cloudy) wid a chance of meatballs! lol..
had fish fillet wid coleslaw, mash potato n ice lemon tea too..

bought a cushion and stuffs for xams..
went to giant. both of us bought the same skirt..
good deal la.. spent a total of $50..

had a good catchup wid her like finally after x-months/weeks.. =)

丁当 -

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

ordered 3 accessories online..

back to sch to makeup lec from 6-8pm.
how fantastic..

in e end, the lecturer couldnt finish..
as one of the guy had fits outbreak.
another guy called for an ambulance..
however, when the class was dismissed..
the uy miraculously sat up..
his neck was red..
the amublance took ard 1omins to reach.
prob from came from nuh..

i gave the ninja tics to my neighbour..
coz tuition kid mum calls to have lesson next wed..

supposed to watch 2012 today.
but he is not feeling well..

a rubbish dump entry..

LADY GAGA the fame monster album coming out on nov 23.

刺陵 ending song is sang by 林志玲. tune compose by beloved jay chou. lyrics is filled by 林志玲.

i realize i spend relatively alot in 2days.
ytd spent $20 on snacks n sanitary stuffs at ntuc.
today met mel at cwp to pass her present..
den spent $50 bucks at guardian.
bought maybelline concealer and scholl heel shield stuffs n chocolates.

apparently.. i won a pair of tickets to ninja assassin movie..

Congratulations!
We are pleased to inform that you have won a pair of tickets to Blockbuster Blast – “Ninja Assassin” on 18 November 2009 (Wednesday) at 6.50pm, GV VivoCity (Level 2).

muggin big time session starts now!
eve is so excited abt the shopping trip on dec 3rd.. after last paper.. woo hoo!

i had alil conversation wid old frenz..

he kinda lil pissed off when i said.
i know, it a matter of sooner or later..

he said.. if lives didnt cross, will u b happier?
if you does, den leave and don't turn back..
you econs student rite..
you shld know ma..
if benefit > cost -> operate.
cost > benefit -> shut down.
if you are indifferent.. tt mean you are earning zero profit.
the revenue covered the cost perfectly.
but.. he added.. this is short run, there is fixed cost incurred.
i lol n asked, wat is the fixed cost?
he answered. do u stupidly spend time thinking of him, waiting for his calls, his replies, worrying for him, and all the heartaches if he fails?

i was impressed. i joked. i dun think engine teach u tt
n i was insulted in a friendly manner, he rebuked.. common sense u duno meh..
furthermore, he used another analogy..
he is just like stock. fluctuates.
you are risk adverse person, you shld know wat to do ma.
still nid me teach u meh.. aiyo..
i bwg lo.. well...

张惠妹 - 分生

一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈 不停奉献 后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心 带来刺痛 撕裂的蜕变

fri

after sch went to far east cut fringe..
did manicure..
met up jordan for dinner..
had kfc..

watched My Girlfriend Is An Agent..

funny n light movie..

sat

watched paranormal activity.

boring! there is no ghost out to haunt or wat..


mum went to msia coz my uncle passed away..
received a call from baby.. still oversea..

when it's real, you cant walk away..
so i still could. turn my back. n pretend.

张信哲
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去

thur

cramp like wat shit.
alvin sms me told me gary same bunk as him.
small world! haha..
n omg, both of them ask me if the other one was once my bf..

dine wid peiling love at sakae today..
bought shorts at cotton on.
aromatherapy oil at body shop..
expenditure is $75.

wed was a bad day!

last week i fall down from stairs..
this week i threw away $121.. =(

miss ya, mr. tay.

mon

long day. didnt do metrics tutorial. micro econs tutorial was half done..
yan lin make funny face at me when i was goin to fall aslp in sch lib.. lol..
praise face mist n coffee that keeps me awake..

down wid fever in the evening..
as usual, watching 下一站幸福 ep5 n 桃花小妹 ep 3.
and also! 海派甜心 ep1 starring Show and Rainie..

丁当 -
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

sun

watched vampire diaries in the evening.. ep 1 to 7..
handsome guys n chio bus..
something like twilight.. romance..
baby intro me de..

sat

its Halloween.
had a crazy night wid baby.