31 jul sat

went to the singapore international jewellery show 2010 with guo yang.


the workshop held by addy the hair styler.

featuring goldheart pieces.

guoyang saw his frenz working at tian po.
so she offered us to join in the show for tian po oso.
but we kindly reject her. haha.

the tea reception was so so nia.
but got give brands bird nest. haha..

saw really nice gem stone painting.
guo yang is buying for his frenz.


after tt went marina sq.
had long john for dinner.
watch old cow vs tender grass.

wah.. know each other for 5 days or so can get married le ar!

last sun 25 jul
after tuition went to taka had tampopo for lunch.


mum bought 2 pair of jeans.
had tako balls from ion.
there isnt any queue.
desserts from 味香园。
but the service was really bad.

为什么我一直想要的，却得不到，
而我不是很喜欢的却一直烦我。
就这样让我觉得，对他而言，我是否也很烦呢？

when he calls on jul 21 b4 he left for tw, it was nice.
but i was caught in the jay hype.
and when he calls consecutively for 3 days.
i thought it was luck.

alright. my holidays gg to end.
and sat i will go woo.. wah... at marina sands..

23 jul

went to buy concert merchandise.
8.45am i woke up, joanna smsed she alr there at singapore indoor stadium queuing alr.
ok, i faster wakeup and chiong down.
reach there at 11am.
i was 6th in the express queue.

all de way from morning till 6pm.
i didnt eat anything.
the guy and the girl behind was nice peeps.
i envied the girl infront of me.
still got mum acc and queue wid her!

night was still bad.
and during the concert i still thought of him.aw.
but i smiled eventually.
你说爱了就确定 累了就别任性
原来回忆是如此温馨

straight away jay featured stef sun.
眼泪成诗 - 因为回忆总是美

this whole entry is on Jay Chou!

wed 21 jul
ok, guo hao started queuing at 10am.
wah, do my ftt super fast ar!
but still i m very proud to say i got 50/50. lol.
hao lian rite. cabbed there.
i reached there at 3pm.
we were ard mos burger area.


ard 6om, got 1 limo came out from top one that side road.
many ppl rushed infront to see is it jay.
so me and eve juz grab the rest of them and squeeze al the way to toast box!
kinda chaotic la.


sat meet ky at cwp.
trained to orchard to look for her swim wear.
dine at subway. eve cabbed down after her tuition.

alright, kassandra was late.
she 8.20pm den reach stadium station la.
wah seriously, i very scare coz 8.35pm like tt start.


after the concert muz thanks wei wen for driving us to suntec so we can get cab.

sistic provides free upgrade of $70 when you fracture your leg!
good rite! ha.
from cat 5 to cat 3.
simply amazing.

i love my life.

1. close up wid jay chou at bugis junction.
2. jay chou 2010 era concert.
3. singapore jewellery show event.

invite to the sparkle and glamour show.
mr xu is gg wid me!

next week.
mon tuition.
tue driving
wed driving
thur tuition
fri slack/go out.
sat cancel 2 tuition to go jewelery show.
sun tuition.
5 driving lessons and tuitions so gonna burn my week.

i wanted to fufill my promise.
yet you made me feel so..
so i hesitated.

i am not going to shop (bag/shoes/clothes/accessories) till after my birthday.
just because i going to spend $378 on jay chou merchandise. sigh.

home alone.

mum went msia.
dad went work.
wanted to takeaway pasta mania for dinner.
but long queue.
back at the coffeeshop near my hse, the chicken rice stall queue oso.
in the end went home for ceral and milk.

dinner suddenly crave for wanton noodles..

watching hot tub~

17 jul sat

i think i was dehydrated.
my whole face start to molt.
but i drank like 1litres of water b4 i slp.

went for 2 sessions of tuition.
cabbed to marina square to meet ling fong.
road closure as there is NDP parade rehearsal or wat.


dinner at ajisen wid boon chai at cwp.
disturbed peiling at work.

i was waiting for someone reply.
andy spam my phone wid 8 calls..
when i was back home and nicely bathed.
gary call me out for spin and supper.
but i was too lazy to go out.

17 jul fri

went to ssdc to do final theory revision.
after tt went for tuition.

evening went drinking wid spencer.
2 jug of beer and 1 glass of long island tea.
my havaianas broke halfway while drinking. wtf.


when everyone thought wah, i love him/her.
but, could it just be.
lust, loneliness, pity, loyalty, unconfident, friendship.
anything. everything, but love.

according to some wise guy.
if it doesnt kill you, it will make you stronger.
according to Joker in Dark Knight.
if it doesnt kill you, it will make you weird.

woke up, wid sab's mum msg that tuition has to be canceled.
so i canceled another one and went jb wid eve n ky.

bought lots of stuffs at watson.
and i bought 2 top. omg. i didnt tell mama yet.
spent a total of sgd 100.

went for final theory revision.
juz f* coz i gotta learn abt manual stuffs.
f* gears and clutch.

and f* him. for ignoring me.
lol, so valgur today.

kinda having no life

mon have 4 hrs of tuition.
tue and wed having 4 hrs of driving.
i havin some bad headache when i came home on tue evening.

tues night. i dreamt of shi en and eileen.
and wed afternoon, it was still persistent.
saw melissa soh, she oso learning driving at the same time slot!
i hate parking.
and my performance kinda sucks with that shitty headache.

thurs i having 2 sessions of tuition.
eve and ky are goin to jb.
cant meet them up for dinner either.
neither can i go shopping wid aggie..
coz i need to attend final theory revision back at sch.

fri, i m so free. and eve is not free.
and so she decided to go jb wid ky on thurs ..
despite the fact i oso wana go.
alright, i m pretty upset..

i just got that feeling.
during my j1. when i got eye infection.
and missed out everything.

i was the one, who go ahead..
without waiting for eve or aggie to book basic tgt.
and now i m left wid 5 more sessions of practical.

these are those crucial biting point.
that javier isnt there anymore.
and i have learnt, even so, the engine cannot stall.

thanks him, for taking all that.
you need panadol, not alcohol, although they rhymes. =)

PS 男 ep20

真正的我 是一个对恋爱失去信心的笨蛋。
一个害怕失去 而不敢付出的傻瓜

我毒舌 是为了保护我自己
我嚣张 是 害怕别人看不起我
我自大 是因为我自卑
我花心 是因为害怕付出真心 遭到拒绝
我自恋 是因为我没有自信
我假文艺 是害怕被人家发现 其实我很平凡 很普通

夏和杰 对 马小茜 说
好好照顾自己 一定要让自己幸福

11 jul sun

it was old friend bday.
i was behaving like an idiot.
my hand itchy, called him. and hung up when the phone went through.

morning went tuition.
afternoon nap.
den went to meet jordan at amk.
watched the despicable me in 3d!
wanted to get koi, but the queue is f* long.

9 jul fri

after tuition.
went to bugis to meet jordan.
headed for sim lim sq.
wan ton noodles for dinner..
and ah chew desserts!


after tt went to suntec, carrefour..

to get the mickey and minnie soft toy!

gary paid for it.
omg. ytd i saw it, but the person say on display not for sale.
tml come new stock.

actually, i m confused.
i m pretty scared that jul 11 comes.
i duno wat silly things i will do.

雨下一整 晚
原来我从未 习惯 你已不在我身旁

thur 8 jul

was overly dressed for tuition.
after the lesson.
went to suntec for the police promotion event.



dinner was buffet spread.


taufik was there to entertain.

he sang justin timberlake what goes around
and heartless.

after dining, went to watch predators.

so so nia the movie.

there are somethings to ask and to tell you.

wed 7 Jul

went work from 11am-4pm.
lunch boss ordered pizzahut.
after tt he sent me to tuition.
on the way, i heard yes 933 play the superman song.
den the dj was saying that jay chou is having autograph session!
and boss called me again when i get down to tell me the details!

it will be on 21st jul, bugis junction, 7pm.
i am going, are you?

late night javier came over for alil while.
and the very night when i slp, i dreamt of him.
we were at a shopping mall.

i liked to keep myself busy.
to escape..
to force myself not to miss him or watsoever.

mon morning, i woke up smiling.
coz i woke up at 9.45am. there wasnt drilling anymore!

watched PS 男 ep19.
wah.. 蓝正龙 has deep dimples on both side.. shuai.

i cleared out some old cds, and going to give away all my novels.
to make room for more clothes.
seriously, it like duno how many fail attempts to curb myself to stop buying clothes!
went out for 2 session of tuition..

watched jay chou 自导自演 mv..
starring a very chio white citroen gt.


so was comparing between citroen and lambo and zonda.
i cant help it but to be reminded that i once joked wid jay that my next will be a zonda owner.
n he ask i like the car or the guy. lol

i owe it, my life to him.

today is a bad day.

1. bitch rose came.
cramps that makes my tummy hurts..


incidents that makes my heart hurts.

2. called for the police because i m sick of guys bullying girls.
i actually got a dream last night.
that the 2 ppl were quarreling.
and i took side with her.
and that i came into conflict wid him.
it was a tough fight.
in dream and in real.

3. i realised some cold hard and cruel facts during the bday party.
i acted cool. and that makes me want to double cfm that incident wid javier.

4. kaiyan posted
Weeee! I'm going to JAY CHOU CONCERT on 24th July!!! Gt tix at half price thanks to Evelyn Koh!!

she got same side, more towards the left, more front, and at half price!
i couldnt possibly like this status.
they are my friends. i am just speechless.

after the germany vs argentina match, wanted to fall aslp.
but jordan called and whine abt he lost his bets.

i m so grieved and the tears just cant stop falling.
i goin to put down everything.
and i will turn to be difficult.
very. and cold.

no hugs, no shoulder.
but a listening ear and comforting words.
thank you.

kai yan received a msg while havin dinner.
her ex ask her to return him $15 bucks for the camera case that they shared.
ky teared. i m so stunned..

coz of the speaker thing, i was pretty upset.
i needed it for my bday.
and i didnt managed to find it at the shop where he told me.
furthermore, i m kinda noob at these electronic stuffs.

i was kinda calm down and over with the money and broken hearts and trival issues.
but when ky teared on the spot when the msg came in, i m so filled with emotions.
tat was just $15 with the 8 yrs of r/s. tt kind of

at least he owed me.
and i start pondering if _ exist.

for spencer, for me, for ky.

is it ya fault, simply because
1. u are too weak?
2. u are too kind?
3. u are too good to be bullied?
4. u are too naive?
or...

haven been having good slp..
all because of some construction goin on in my neighbourhood.
drilling every 8.30am, disrupting my peaceful slp.

fri 2 jul

morning was so sunny.
den afternoon started pouring.

ordered 2 dresses online.
went for tuition.cabbed home.

late evening went to meet kai yan at orchard.
bought 3 plain top at uniqulo for $30
dinner at suns $40.

was looking for hair styler at best denki.
but didnt manage to find the one that jes recommend.

thur

supposed to have 2 tuition.
and because of this, i postpone my movie session from 7plus till 9plus.
den at 1plus. i received a sms from the mum say that the kid has a sch outing.
i mean wtf. they shld have receive a consent form much earlier.
yet they give me such a last minute notice.
with the spare time i can even go town.
in the end, went to cck lot1 to meet celina and fiona..

shopped at cotton on $12, body shop $29, watson $12, dinner at delifrance $14, movie $10.


eclipse was boring. i keep fidgeting..