I knew you cared when
1. u smsed me at 7.51am and put a smile on my face when I wokeup.
2. U miscalled me at 2.31pm to ask me for the result.
(But you wasn't the one I called immediately when I could use the phone.)
3. u comfort me over SMS when I told u I was down
(I didn't call u still as I was on the phone with some1 else)
4. you called me instead, saying that you are coming over to meet me.
5. u came over from work, (I don't know how u managed to sneak out) just to pick me up and send me home.

但是到了最后，眼泪却遗憾地流了下来。因为你不是属于我的。
You were once the first I reached out to.
And I lost faith in you because there are times when u aren't there when i needed you most. When u ignore my calls and my msgs.
Gradually, I decide not to be a nuisance and didn't bother you.
Space and distance grew.
Now it just a goodbye, without any big warm tight hug or whatsoever.
十年之后 我们是朋友 还可以问候 只是那种温柔 再也找不到拥抱的理由 情人最后难免沦为朋友

Thank you for today, thank you for everything.
I love you.

17 sep fri

bought 2 pair of ear stud.
0.10 and 0.14 from SK. woots!





i m back to the only single in the clique.
eve ask if i had any potential in mind.

it takes alot to take care of me. emotionally and financially.
i been loving myself. taking really good care of myself after the broke up.
i listened to him, i took care of myself. as he couldnt anymore.
till a point that people actually says i was challenging.

if i didnt knew javier.
would i be still loving him?

can you love a person, when u stopped loving him for 2 years?

and will the r/s be like with javier too?
7 years down the road.
will we be smsing each other, just like amicable friends?

to you, i am a shopaholic.
i only know how to spend.
yet. u wouldn't why.

always and forever seem too promising to be true.

sep 13 mon

no sch.. woke up at 11am. shiok.

100 greetings on facebook.
12 via sms.

gosh. i m so surprised.
1stly cheng kun wished me greetings!
haha. he is my crush when i was sec 1.
and he was sec4.
ok i gave him a graduation souvenir.

den i wakeup..
saw this sms from old frenz.
jay remembered.

went to meet javier at night.
woots.

love all the Js in my life.
yet some are secrets.

sun 12 sep

rest at home.
evening went to attend baby skyler full month.
when i wanted to check the unit no.
wah siao diao. it was a lunch event at 1pm.
lol. luckily jay is still ard and buffet was there till 8pm.
baby is so cute sia.




sat 11 sep

ok. bday celebration at bottle tree..
was so dead when i m home.
coz the previous night didnt slp well due to the bailey mix.




i love guo yang kor kor.
despite him morning having wedding rehearsal.
afternoon has baby full month.
he still rushed down for me!
he and eve was the camera man.

in the end i didnt see him.
all that actually doesnt work on me..

fri 10 sep

damn grumpy.
coz i gt to go back to sch on public holi at 5pm.
did project work till 6pm.
went to bugis to get my shawl.

after tt zhi xian pick me up.
headed for vivo.
dinner at sakae sushi.

went to serenity bar.
had a glass of bailey mix.
i tot i wanted something sweet.
but it makes me feel so sick.

thur 9 sep

went out for a ride wid alvin.
ha. didnt know he smoke.
i took a puff too. oops.

chatted on phone from 12-2am wid richard.
haha. it been years since we last hog on the phone.

damn consecutively 2 nights having headache.

i am so down on luck sia.

wed
as it is raining.
i wore a slipper.
and it broke when i was in sch.
thanks boon yong for buying a white slipper from charles and keith for me!

after sch went to bugis.
saw cheryl at the shop for party things.
went to sim lim sq wid jordan.
diiner at gao ji la mian.
xiao long baos again. sinful.

tue
1. i wear a pair of pumps.
and the front of the shoe open.
2. i left my flash drive in com lab.
luckily i recovered it.
3. i left my cashcard in printing machine and i forget to take.
4. project group shld hv 5 ppl..
but only 3 ppl attend project meeting.

mon
driving was bad.
s course hit curb. immediate failure.

mon
driving.
tuition.
from 1pm-8.30pm

tue
sch from 10am-8pm.
10am-12pm: metrics tut
12-1pm: ecommerce tut
4-6pm: ecommerce project meeting
6-8pm: transport lec

wed
sch from 1-5pm
pon 12-2pm computing lec.
gg for 1-1.15pm transport project consultation
2-4pm metrics lec
4-5pm transport tut

sun 5 sep

tuition from 10-12pm.
lunched at 1pm.
did metrics homework.
nap from 5.30pm-7pm.
dinner.
modify transport project proposal.
emails.
did case study on orkut, social network.
blog.
night.

sat 4 sep

tuition and boon yong pick me up from yishun..
lunch at aston sebawang shopping centre.
restock at popular.
ordered cake.

when i regain the trust in you.
start to believe you again.
i feel weak, scared. that i will get hurt again.
i'm not rihanna, i don't love the way you lie.

fri 3 sep

sch from 12-6pm.
eve, ky n xp waited for an hr to had lunch tgt!
almost fell aslp during ecommerce lec..
sat beside joseph during maritime lec.
chatted wid him for alil while.

alson picked me up as he want to terminated the old vodaphone.
watch goin the distance.. funny romance.

after tt was supper at pasta mania.

wat if i fall for u all over again?

thur 2 sep

woots, dad brought home the merly and leo YOG toy, which is not for sale anymore.


after tuition.
went to watch haunted changi..
kinda not very nice i think.
not scary de.


after movie, went to meet up wid baby.
did some catchup.

wed 1 sep

sch from 12-5pm
watch grown ups.
it was a hilarious show!


tue 31 aug

long day of sch.
from 11am-8pm.
computing tut: the hk exchange guy we asked to be our project mates tut knows how to do website! such a big relieve.
e commerce tut: case presentation up on 14 sep.
den it was 1-6pm break. gosh.
lunch at deck wid eve, fei fei and jia wen.
slack at com lab and 4-5plus went library to catch up some reading wid kai yan.

dinner was mac happy meal!
juz toget the sugar bunny toy.. haha.


mon 30 aug

morning went to see doc..
2 veins in my left eye was kinda inflamed.
doc say it is due to allergy.
well. it can bedue to dust, cosmetic or anything.

watched vampire sucks.
it was so lame and not really funny.